I didn't want to wake up. As soon as I opened my eyes, I already knew what day it was. It was the day before Jimin left. It was our last day together. The reality set in, and it hurt. I looked up at him sleeping peacefully, and I had to hold back tears. He meant so much to me I can't even describe it. He's helped me in so many ways, and losing him is just too much for me to handle. I wrap my arms around him tighter, hoping that I'll be able to hold onto him forever. I suddenly feel him kiss my forehead, and I can feel more tears ready to fall.
"Hey, don't cry. Everything will be ok. I want our last day to be special, so we'll do what you want."
"Ok," I said quietly.
"I just want to lay here with you all day. I just want to talk, like how it used to be when we first met."
I could tell he was smiling. "Ok then. If that's what you want, then that's what we'll do."
I lift myself up and lay my whole body on top of his and hug him again. I wrap my whole body around his as a few lonely tears fell. He pushed some hair behind my ear.
"Y/n, no matter what happens, I'll always love you."
"I'll always love you too," I managed to say.
He kissed me gently then pulled away and smiled that smile that melts my heart. I could tell he was trying his best to stay positive too, and I knew it wouldn't be easy.
Jimin's POV
She is killing me. Seeing her so depressed and on the verge of breaking down is physically hurting me. I want to tell her so bad, so bad. I just have to wait a little longer, hopefully I don't accidentally tell her. I'm trying my best to comfort her, but it's hard. But I already have everything planned out.
Last night when she was sleeping, I packed her suitcase along with mine. I already picked out an outfit for her so that way she wouldn't be going through the drawers wondering where her clothes were. I put the suitcases in my car along with a few other things. We'll leave at 5 this evening since my flights at 6. When we get to the airport, I'll walk in and hug her goodbye like I'm really leaving her. But before she can walk away, I'll pull her back and tell her she's coming. I can't wait to see the look on her face.
Your POV
He and I just laid in bed for hours, talking about everything we could. It was relaxing, but I was still depressed. It would be the last time I would get to lay with him. He told me he'll visit when he can, but I might be dead by the time he comes back. No, I need to stay alive for his sake. If I end my life, that'll just cause him more pain. Even if it kills me to live, I'll do it just for him.
After we were done talking, we just laid there in silence. I didn't want to talk, but rather just enjoy his presence. I laid there in his arms, breathing calmly, tears occasionally falling. I would miss his hugs the most. They could always make me feel better, and they were always comforting and warm. I would also miss his smile. Ah, that adorable eye smile of his. It could always make my heart skip a beat. The way his eyes curved into little slits and his crooked tooth showed, it was the cutest.
"Jimin," I said quietly as I looked at him in the eyes.
"Yes?"
I just looked at him sadly before looking away. "Oh...nothing."
"Oh y/n..."
"I'm sorry Jimin. I'm trying to stay positive, but it's hard."
"Hey, it's ok. It's hard for the both of us. Just keep trying, ok? Even if we're across the country from each other, I will always love you."
That made me smile a little. "Thank you, Jimin. I'll always love you too, and I don't think I'll ever be able to love someone else like I love you."
