I Stupidly Fell In Love with my Bestfriend

Chapter 20

Chapter 20

Habang nasa sofa ay nagse-cellphone lang ako. Tahimik lang hindi katulad nila andaming dada.

Per nagulat ako ng biglang may nag text sa akin. At mas lalo akong nagulat nung makita ko kung sino yung nagtext!

Joshua one new messege...

Joshua: I'm sorry, Belle.. please.. hindi ko man alam kung ano yung mga pinagsasabi mo, gusto ko pa rin humingi ng tawad. Alam kong bagong iyak ka dahil sa itsura ng mga mata mo. Please, forgive me Belle... ayokong magkaaway tayo, please, bati na tayo... :)

Nagso-sorry kasi may kailangan.. manhid amputa! Gago! Ansakit na pero pipiliin ko maging tanga kasi mahal kita! Tang inang pagmamahal! Alam ko lahat ng sorry mong yan may kapalit.

Fuck!

Me: Okay.

Yan lang ang reply ko, gago siya!

A few weeks later...

Nakalabas na si kuya ng ospital at nagkabalikan na rin sila ni Ate Dionne.

Ngayon, nandito kami sa bahay, nagde-decorate ng christmas tree at mga christmas decors.

Kaming apat lang ang gumagawa. Kami ni Mommy sa christmas tree si Kuya at si Daddy naman sa mga christmas decors muka sa railings ng hagdan pataas. Meron ding decors yung mga bintana.

A few hours later...

Pagkatapos naming magdecorate ay nag miryenda kami sa pool side. Kami ni Kuya ay nagsu-swimming habang si mom and dad ay nasa sun lounger lang na nakaupo habang umiinom ng juice at kumakain ng kung ano anong chips.

Para kaming mga bata ni kuya, dahil nagka-karerahan pa kami at saka tatawa kapag naka ahon.

Nang mapagod kami ni Kuya ay kami ang pumalit sa sun lounger at si mom and dad naman ang nag-swimming.

Habang kumakain kami ni kuya ay bigla siyang nagsalita.

"We're very lucky that we have them, Casey.." he said.

"I know.." I said. "I'm very lucky that I have a mom like her." Sabi ko habang nakatingin ka mommy na tumatawa kasama si daddy.

"Me too. I'm very lucky that I have a father like him." He said habang nakatingin naman kay daddy na nakangiti kasama si mom.

"Kuya, may I ask?" Tanong ko.

"Sure, what is it?" He asked.

"Are... you lucky that you have Ate Dionne?" I asked with serious tone.

"Why do you ask? Of course I'm very lucky that I have her." He said. "She's my bestfriend since then, and now? She's already my girlfriend." He continue.

"May I asked?" Si Kuya.

"Yeah.." I said.

"Are you hurt?" He asked seriously.

"Hurt from what?" I asked innocently.

"Oh, come on.. don't deny it. Its very natural." He said.

"Of course I'm hurt. I'm very very hurt. He's my bestfriend since then and now, still nothing. He already has a girlfriend, and I'm just here, trying to forget all the pain and trying to deny my feelings." I said. "Kuya, hindi ko alam kung bulag ba siya o talagang manhid lang siya. I'm still in pain, I can't deny everything, every inch of it. Kahit pinipilit kong itago, pero pilit pa ring lumalabas. Gusto ko maging masaya sa kanya pero hindi ko magawa kasi kahit ako hindi ko kayang maging masaya para sa sarili ko." I said.