Moving on

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I was trying to see you in my day.

It was a day full of sunshine to others.

While it felt still dark to me 

The Greener the grass was the grayer it appeared  .

It was as if I wore your favorite sun glasses.

Someone called your name

And it hurt to remember that we aren't okay anymore.

Doesn't it hurt to you when someone calls my name too?

May be its just us or me

I met the other men too

They tried to impress me

You didn't have to try

You had it all in your eyes.

Eyes I wish stopped looking at me from across the room.

I can see you looking at me and your eyes are shining like stars in this dark day.

I can feel the shine in your eyes better than the heat if sun.

I'm clinging on to you just for my wounds to stop bleeding.

But the tragedy is you caused those wounds baby.

I wish you were just another man

But you aren't  are you? 

You are the most beautiful soul I ever touched

But all the beautiful things are gone soon.

Not because beauty fades away but we just learn our lessons for eternity.

But I knew this you were something I can never replace like the leaves replaced another one this autumn.

I'm moving on, may be being in love with you was  like poetry we rhymed for a time but are lost in old books unpublished somewhere under the sea.

-Invisible Girl.

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