Sorry •Muke•

Chapter 14 - Iris

"Michael, please answer me. If you don't wake up I don't know what I will do without you."

"Michael, I am such a fucking idiot. I don't even like you! Why did I fall for you!?"

"Michael, I didn't mean that, I can't afford to loose you again, please wake up."

"Michael, please wake up. The only thing that I can do is cry, and I don't know what I will do without you."

All I could hear is Luke. I couldn't see him, but I knew I had my eys closed. I just couldn't open them, I didn't have the strength. I guess I finally snapped, and everything just fell with me.

"Michael, I'm scared."

Oh hell no! I would never have Luke scared. I found the only remaining energy I could create.

"Luke..."

"Michael! Are you okay? Can you open your eyes?"

"Luke..."

"I'm here, I'm here kitten."

"I'm not a kitten, I'm Punk-Rock."

With that, I gained back all of my strength. My eyes opened and there sat Luke. A flower crown made of white little flowers were placed in his hair, dried tears covered his cheeks, slight blood covered his lips and a drop had fallen to his chin. I also noticed we were in his bedroom, and alone.

"Hi Lukey."

"Hi Mikey."

His hand cupped my cheek, his fingers lightly moved over my eyebrow piercings. As he started to talk, I looked down at my body.

"I was so scared. You were bleeding so much, and you threw up so much, I thought I was going to loose you."

I was in a tanktop so I could see that my arms were cleaned, and not bandaged, instead my inner arms were facing up. All over my arms were the old scars, but then I could see the ones I had caused before I passed out. All over my arms were scratches so deep, and blood slightly stained my fingertips.

"You caused them didn't you?" I looked back over at Luke, his sky blue eyes were now grey.

"I'm so sorry, I didn't want you to find out."

He just looked down then over to my arm. Lightly, he lifted my arm and then sat on the edge of his seat. His lips pressed to my wrist, and made his way up. He was gentle with the fresh ones. Eventually he made it to my collarbone, he kissed the piercing first then the actual collarbone which had 2 thick scars on it. His lips then pressed to mine.

"Michael, please don't even do it again."

"I promise, I had stopped a while back, and only did it the day I caught you kissing that girl, and before I passed out. I tried to stop, for you."

"I know, Kellin and Vic explained."

"Oh, so then you know that..." I just looked up at him, then kind of played around with my fingers.

"Yeah, and Michael, please if you ever need someone I am always here. If you ever get those thoughts again, I want you to know that you wouldn't only being ending one life, you'd be ending my life too."

My eyes widdened, he just told me he'd kill himself if I died.

"No Luke, if I ever leave you must stay here. You have a purpose on this Earth, if I leave you have to find that purpose and forget about me."

"I already know my purpose." My eyebrows furrowed, he must have noticed because he answered.

"To make you happy."