"You can't save me Liah! No one can!"Jahseh cried as he held the gun on his temple
"Jah Baby,please! Don't do this please don't!"I cried
"I have no reason to live Liah! So Why not? Hm? Give me one good reason!"He yelled
"BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU...
I don't even know why I let Jahseh kiss me...I knew I wasn't ready to move on from Kentrell...I mean I'm NOT still in love him but it's like after him and what he tried to do to me...I can't trust nobody else...
I can't trust a soul
I my phone buzz in my back pocket and I took it out looking at my notification.It was a text from Stokeley
Stoke🔥:Aye follow me on Insta @ theslumpgod 😁🤟🏾
Me:Okay and make sure you follow me back too it's @ lovelypoison
Stoke🔥:Bet
I searched up His Instagram and shockingly he had a bunch of fucking followers...hell he probably paid for em...
I hit follow and with 10 seconds I got a notification that he followed me back.I went to my timeline and refreshed it,seeing Stokeley's latest post
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12,321 likes theslumpgod:Only those who care about you can hear you when your quiet...
Indialovee:Mine🔪🖤
User4:Your face tats😍
User8:😩😍
xxxtentacion:True Shit
LingLing4u:Nigga stfu
IttyBittyBella:💯
User10:You And X always in y'all feelings bruh💀
LilPump:ESSSKETIT!😜
Aylek:Ew🤢🤮
I noticed some people from my school that commented so I Went ahead and follow Ling,Bella and Pump.
Looking back at the paper I then began to think
'You been up all night?'
I told him some nights I can't sleep ...
I know your feeling numb'
I told him I had a bad past and I didn't wanna talk about it...
'You want me in you bed,cause I been in your head'
I told him he makes me smile ...
I shook my head in denial.No.Theres no way he wrote this for me,I'm just thinking too much....or did he?
I then got a incoming FaceTime call snapping me out of my thoughts.
It was Nahmir,I immediately answered.
"Hey,I see your not mad at me anymore"I chuckled
"You know I can't stay mad at you forever"he smirked
"I know"I said smiling big
He shook his head smiling"Whatchu doing?"
"Nothing,I just came from my neighbor house...me and Jahseh had a project together so I finished it there"
"You was over his house again?"Nahmir asked
"Yea But I'm not going back over there no time soon"I said
"Why? He tried something?"Nahmir asked quickly
"No,I just don't wanna go over there again"I lied str
He chuckled "I sweeear you cant lie!"
"I'm not lying!"I laughed
"Yeah you are but it's cool tho.I know you'll tell me when your ready"
I rolled my eyes cause he was right.
"Where da crew?"
"Them niggas downstairs playing fortnite"
"So you in the room by yourself?"
"Yeah"
"Oh"
He then started to stare at me while licking across his bottom lip.
"What?"I laughed
"I miss you"
"I miss you too"
He sucked His teeth "No you don't...You been too busy with that Jahseh nigga"
"No I have not"
"Yes you have...you barely talked to me after you left"
"Well I'm sorry"
"Mhm....you gonna fall asleep on the phone with me?"he asked
"If you want to...But I gotta take a shower first I'll call you b-"
"No just take the phone in the bathroom with you"
"So you can see me naked? Uh no thanks"I laughed
"You acting like i aint never seen you naked before"
"Uh you didn't"I said
"Member that time we got high as hell"He smirked
"Nahmir all we did was kiss.Thats it"
"Yeah and you took off your bra"He chuckled
"Okay,So you saw my breast,that's all you ever saw"I said
"Shit,I could have seen more but yo Aunt came home early that day"Nahmir rolled his eyes
"Thank god"I mumbled
"What?"
"Oh nothing I-"
"Did you just say thank god? What the hell is that suppose to mean?"He scrunched his eyebrows together
"It means I'm glad we didn't....ya know have sex"I said lowly
"So you wouldn't want to have sex with me?"
"Nahmir no.I wouldn't wanna risk our friendship for that"
"It wouldn't be risking our friendship! If anything you should let me have your virginity...I mean you I am your best friend,why wait on another nigga to Trust when you already trust me?"He asked
"Who says I trust you?"
"Oh so now you don't trust me?"He laughed
"Yeah I Trust you Nahmir But-"
"But nothing...just let me know when your ready and I'll be too okay?"He said
