Save Me (XXXTENTACION Love Story)

9

Jay huffed "What this nigga do now?"

"He didn't do nothing"I sighed rubbing my forehead because he really didn't do anything.He was tryin to be a good friend.

Jay sucked his teeth "Liah,What you do to that man?"

"I...let's just say he was tryin to look out for me and I was being a-"

"Bitch"Jay finished my sentence

"Yeah"

"Well you gotta understand why he's so overprotective...When Kentrell almost raped you it made him like that and-"

"I know,I know Jay"I sighed

"I don't mean to bring it up again but...from now on let him be your best friend and worry about you"

"He acts like he's my boyfriend"I mumbled

"Whatchu Say?"Jay asked

"Nothing um...I gotta do some homework I'll call you tomorrow Jay Jay"

"Aight L"He hung up

I tossed my phone on my bed and placed my hand on my forehead thinking about Jahseh....I couldn't help but think about him.His eyes,His Voice,His Smile,His Weird ass personality,His Music....Damn I'm talking about being a bitch to Nahmir...I definitely was one with Jahseh

I felt bad for what I said to him...I really didn't think that through,I was just having a horrible flashback and threw all my frustration on him.

Which was wrong

Jahseh pov

You been up all night

You don't wanna Wait on me

I'm about to catch my flight

So you gotta Wait on me

No more,

You don't wanna (7x)

I been up a very longtime

Wonder why they hate on me

I don't wanna love myself

I'm praying that they all love me

Cause you don't wanna

You don't wanna (7x)

I should've let you know that your my only one

I know your feeling numb

I'll fuck you till you cum

Said I don't understand how you don't gotta man

You want me in you bed,cause I been in your head

No,No,No (6x)

I sat my pen down and looked over my lyrics.Wait...What the fuck am I doing?
I grabbed the paper and bawled it up throwing it in my room trash can.

A girl I barely fucking know had me writing a damn song about her!

What the hell is she doing to me?

"Jahseh? You home?!"I heard my mom yelled from downstairs.She must've just came from Aiden's appointment.

"Yeah!"I yelled back

I sat at my desk and wrote my thoughts in my journal...even my feelings.I wouldn't call it a Diary but if you ever wanted to know any secret of mine it's in this Journal.I wrote about my past and how I'm struggling to overcome it.I wrote about Geneva and how she lied on me about abusing her.She was everything to me,I'd NEVER hurt her and she knew that

but she hurt me...she hurt me bad.Not only did she lie on me but she cheated on me several times with niggas I thought were her 'Homies'

Before Geneva there was Cinthia...the inspiration of my Elephant Tattoo.We broke up because she always lied to about the simplest things.She really didn't hurt me too much but she was my first love.

I even wrote about Liah and how she randomly doesn't want anything else to do with me.

Maybe it's how treat her...maybe I should be more nicer?

No no no...she already said to loose her number after we're finished with the project so that's exactly what I'm gonna do.

Fuck it and Fuck her