Attempt It

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by littlelaree

by littlelaree

(Jess P.OV)

i woke up by the sun shinning in my face. I hissed at it and sat up feeling my necklace. Why? Why did she have to do it? I truly love her and i gues she doesnt feel the same way. Maybe i could go back and see her , but no thats not me. I love her and i wanna be with her but she probably doesnt want me to go back. "Um...., Missy? Your on the bus bench" a guy in the suit said "Oh, Yeah sorry" i said and stumbled to get off the bench and actually fall off "Shit " i said and feel the necklace off my head. The man comes over there and helps me up. "Thanks" i said "No problem,... Um do you have any where to go?" "No but i dont want to go with you thanks though" "okay and here this is yours" he said and handed me my necklace. I walked towards the playground and sat under it, i unwrapped my bandages over my arm and saw the cuts that were trying to heal. The itch so bad and when i touched them they stung. "What did i do to deserve this life" i said as i wrapped my bandages back up. Maybe i should actually do it. i need to because of my life its nothing worth living anymore. i pull up my other sleeve and pull out my razor and carve her name in my arm "Katie Wolf" and right under it i wrote "Is my one and only love forever" i kept writing words like "Love is pain" "My precious Katie forgive me" But before i knew it my body was bleeding everywhere. My legs, My arms. My shoulders, My stomach, Everywhere i could get to and before i knew it everything started getting dark, and a saw light coming towards me

(Katie P.O.V)

"Come on get dressed we need to find her" i yell towards my sister who's in the bathroom taking her time "Kayla Get you ASS out here and Come On!!" i yell at her while i finish putting on my shoes. "Fine I'll go find her!!" I yell running out my house and getting in my car. I pull the necklace out of my pocket and put it on. "Why did i hurt her?" "I'm so stupid!" i scream and start driving, i checked around asking if anybody has seen her but no one saw her. I was about to give up when i see a local park. I go over there and sit by a man in the suit. "Hey! No to be rude but i saw that girl a couple of hours ago" i looked down and saw that i forgot to close it "Really? Where?!!?" I said "She was sleeping on this bench, fell off and ran over there, her arm was bandaged up pretty bad though" he said and pointed towards the play ground "Thanks," i said and ran over there and saw a body on the ground. I picked her up and started screaming " WAKE UP!!!!!" "JESSICA WAKE UP!!!!" I yell shaking her. Then i see writing on her arms "Katie Wolf is my one and only love forever" Then i looked at her legs "Love is pain" "My precious Katie forgive me" and i broke out crying and pulled out my phone and called Kayla

(Kayla P.O.V)

i get in my car about to drive to work when i get a call from Katie

"I found h-her s-shes dead, please c-come now" i could telll she was sobbing

"Okay ill be there soon, where are you?"

"At the park around my house"

"Okay be there soon" I said and hung up the phone as soon as i did i callled an ambulance and told them to meet me at the park. I was there in mintues i was afarid i was gonna get a ticket but luckly i didnt. I got there and saw Katie on the ground with someone in her arms. I knew it was that kid Jessica and i ran over to her side and just then the ambulance pulled up. 'Over Here!!" i yelled towards the paramedics. They came and got Jessica in the ambulance and Katie rode in there too. I drove behind them. Once we got to the hospitial i felt a tear escape my eye but didnt let anymore fall. "Katie!!" I yell towards her and she comes running towards my arms crying. "Shhhh-Shhhh, It's okay, Katie its okay, we've done all we can" i said rubbing her head since she was shorter than me. "I'm so s-sorry I ever hurt h-her this wouldnt of happened if I-I treated her right" 'It's okay she will get better i promise" i said as we walk into the hospitil. Her still sobbing into my shirt. "Um... Could we know what room Jessica Star is in?" The lady at the desk looked up at me with a mean look on her face "And how are you related to her?" She asks looking at me and Katie "Im her girlfriend" Katie said as she finally stopped crying "Um. Miss only family members are allowed to see her" Katies head snapped up "She has no fucking family!! Her mom is a drunk most of the time and her moms boyfriend is abusive so she has no family but me!!" Katie said, she sounds pissed "Well, I'm sorry but you cant see her" then the gentleman behind us spoke up "I will sue you if you dont let this young lady see her girlfriend, she must mean alot to her since shes the one who showed up instead of her parents" He said then smiled at me but the lady looked shocked "Room 123" i whispered into Katies ear "Go ahead and see her ill be up there in a second" she nodded and started walking and i turned to see the gentleman behind me smiling "Thank you for sticking up for us" "No problem, I lost my baby girl to her mother and she got full custody and i havent seen her since" "Thanks again" i said and started walking away but he stopped me "What did you say the girls name was?" he said with a emotionless face "Um..I think it was Jessica Star" he gasped "My baby girl!!" he practially screamed "She was 5 when her mom and i got divorced, i wanted her so bad and i would have treated her right but her mom somehow won full custody and i havent seen her since" i gasped hearing what he just said "I'm a lawyer so i could win full custody of her now" he said and i just smiled "I think she would like that very much" i laugh slightly and we walk up to Jessica's room. I see her body on the bed with IV's sticking into her and i see Katie on the other side of the bed, crying and gripping her hand. I moitened for her to come out here and she did "Guess who we found?" i asked happily "Who?" she said trying to stop crying "Her dad, so she can leave her mom and her boyfriend" i pointed towards the man in the suit and she ran and hugged him "Whats your name by the way?" i asked him "Joe, Joe Star"