Brothers Best Friend (H.S)

Chapter Sixty Three- Zac

"We are trying to help-" Eva says and I laugh in disbelief.

"I didn't ask for your help!" I yell at her.

"Woah what's going on-" Harry says as he walks slowly over to us.

"Gosh you have such good timing don't you?" I laugh in disbelief as I shake my head at Harry's perfect timing.

"Harry leave it bro-" Zac stops him as Harry now stands in between Eva and Zac looking at us in confusion.

"Amy I was just trying to help you, I didn't mean to treat you differently-" Eva tried to say but I cut her off.

"But you are! All of you are! So what my boyfriend cheated on me? I'm fine!" I yell at them. I could feel Harry's stare on me as I cried my angry tears.
"I'm fine..." I sigh as I wipe the tears with my sleeve trying to compose myself.
"Okay? So just leave me alone" I say as I move past them heading towards the house. I wipe my cheeks probably smearing my make up but I didn't cares

"Your not fine!" I hear Harry say to me causing me to stop dead in my tracks. I could see all his friends looking at us but also other random people were now watching too.
"I'm not fine! So I can't imagine how you feel" he sighs and I feel him get closer to me. I turn around slowly seeing him about a foot or so away from me as he moves away from Zac and Eva who stood beside him.
"No one expects you to be fine after what I did- I know that" he sighs shaking his head at himself.
"I just- this is my fault- I'm leaving anyway, you can stay I'm sorry for fucking everything I swear-" he says and I sigh looking away from him.
"I never meant for this to happen and I know you don't believe me but it's true. I don't expect you to forgive me but that doesn't change how I feel about you" He says and I look up at him as his eyes catch mine.
"It never will even if you hate me" he whispers to me before looking down at his feet.
"I'm sorry" he adds. He pauses for a second just looking at me before brushing past me.

"I don't hate you" I say with my back to him. I turn around seeing him now facing me.
"I could never hate you" I whisper. He looked shocked but also like wheels were turning in his mind- thoughts being processed as I spoke.
"I just hate what you did" I add before I walk past him leaving him stood there.

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After I left the party I went straight home. I couldn't take anymore bullshit there. My confrontation with Harry was enough. I had mixed emotions now I had seen him. I thought I would feel different but I didn't. I felt like something wasn't right between us. I felt like there was things left unsaid. But at the same time I had nothing to say to him.  I couldn't forget what he did, and by this point I was not about to forgive him either. But that didn't mean that my feelings for him were just gonna disappear. Unless I pushed them away. I didn't want to things to end with me and Harry but I felt like he gave me no choice by doing what he did.

"Can I come in?" I hear Zac say as he knocks on my bedroom door.

"Yeah" I call from the other side as I lay on my bed scrolling through my phone. I was looking at messages from Harry. I know sad right?

From Harry- Why aren't you answer my calls?

From Harry- Don't tell me you blocked my number

From Harry- Baby please, I need to talk to you. I'm sorry. I just need to see you.

From Harry- I know you don't want to hear from me. I get it. I'm sorry. I don't expect you to forgive me. I wouldn't forgive me. But I do love you. Even if you don't want me right now, I'll wait. As long as it takes.

From Harry- Please ignore my last call, I was drunk.

I sigh deleting the messages quickly.