You Only Live Once (Jerrie) DISCONTINUED

Chapter 10

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Perrie's p.o.v 

We have been in Australia for a about 8 days now and Jade hasn't been feeling the best she has had a really high temperature and it doesn't seem to be going down only rising she has been complaining about stomach pains and throwing up a lot so i've book an appointment with our doctor for later on today lets just hope it doesn't go to badly 

The sound of my alarm blasts through my ear i roll over and attempt to turn it off but instead push it over to the floor 

"Fucking hell" i groan while sitting up and swiftly turning it off before placing it back on my table I stand up and place my robe on walking downstairs bringing the baby monitor with me

"Stupid Fucking alarm making me get up on time. Hmmm what to cook this morning 
Pancakes ? ... No , scrambled eggs on toast with avacardo ? ..... No , Full English breakfast ? ... sure " i mumble softly to myself 

i swiftly pull out the eggs , bacon , sausages and mushrooms from the fridge before getting the bread and beans from the cupboard i place them down on the counter and began to quietly hum to myself while placing the bacon on a pan over the induction hob 

my humming was quickly silenced by the sound of someone puking through the baby monitor i remove the pan from the hob and bolted upstairs into jades room to find her missing i quickly search upstairs in attempt to find the small girl i stop near my bathroom after hearing gagging i walk in a saw the fragile little girl with her head above the toilet seat i walk over to her and held her hair back while softly humming her favorite tune from Aladdin 

"Shhhh your going to be alright angel , let it out" i spoke softly as i rubbed her back 

2 hours later (Jade's P.o.v)

Me and perrie are currently cuddling on the sofa waiting for Jess and lee to get home from the super market i haven't felt amazing but im better now i just force myself to throw up often cause i love all the sudden attention i get its like i get more cuddles and can eat what i like and drink fizzy drinks all the time but the worse thing is that i cant be in little space cause it would show that im not really ill i really miss being in little space and calling perrie mama its like part of me is missing i don't know how much longer i can last until i pretend to start feeling better its not fair why does there have to be so many rules

The sound of the front door opening brings me out of my thoughts i close my eyes and pretend to be asleep as they girl walk through the door i need to slip soon im starting to feel depressed again

"She asleep pez" a voice whispered softly from the other side of the room i suddenly feel perrie move from next to my and i accidentally whimper oh god no im slipping i cant stop shit 

"Not for much longer we have to go out soon , jeez i just hope she doesn't freak out , come on baba time to get up " Perrie follows while softly shaking me  i slowly open my eyes to see perries shining back at me

"Mornin mama"

"Well good afternoon to you too baby girl , lets get you dressed and get some food in that stomach of yours so we can go out and if your good then mama might let you go to the park afterwards how does that sound  angel " Mama asked slowly as i play with her rings 

"Jade wanna go  to 'ark" 

"Well if your a good girl then mama will let you , lets go get you a bottle" mama says while picking me are i smile and softly talk to myself 

Perrie's p.o.v 

i quickly grab the bottle from Leigh and thank her while walking to the car the doctors appointment is in 30 minutes and its about a 25 minute drive away so we should be there on time if there isn't any traffic