Billie Eilish Imagines (PLEASE MAKE REQUESTS. I WRITE ALL REQUESTS GIVEN)

I need you 🥑

Requested by katiesavocados ❤️❤️💜💜

It's been six days since our fight. She was mad at me because I've been recording and writing so much. We agreed that I would do two hours a day and then I would be done. I haven't broken that rule but she's still being mad at me. She gets to work on her music all she wants but I can't because apparently Billies time is more important than mine. The amount of double standards she has for me is amazing. But I love her and I know I don't deserve her heart so I do what she tells me to. I love her. She blew up at me and left and I miss her. I want her attention and cuddles. I'm texting her saying I'm sorry everyday but she ignores me. I bought her a 2,000 dollar bracelet with her and my name on it and left it at Diego's door step (she's staying with him) and she still is ignoring me. I'm an Instagram love video she was searching for her new t shirt to show it to fans, but when she was going through her stuff she picked up the box with the bracelet in it and said, "this is trash." And threw it.

My heart is broken. Billie doesn't love me anymore. I'm worthless without her love. Today is my concert. I started to get ready when I got a text.

Billie❤️

thanks for the bracelet love. I'm sorry.

Y/N

Please come back. I hate myself without you.

Billie❤️

Stop begging me to come home I'll do it when I'm fucking ready.

Y/N

I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you mad I just need you and I love you I'm sorry just ignore me I'm a waste of space.

She didn't text back.

The concert was starting. I did a few songs but then did a new song- pinky promise.

[Verse 1]
I gotta ask you a question, can you see through me?
See how I'm feeling? Is it easy to tell?
Cause you're making plans and it's starting to scare me
I don't think you notice I'm not doing well

[Pre-Chorus]
You know me, I've been patient
It's been hard, it's wearing me down

[Chorus]
So I'm sorry, but caring 'bout you is getting so exhausting
Doing things I swore that I would never do, never do
But I promise you, I promise you
I promise to be honest
'Cause honestly, boy, I don't even want this
Doing things I swore that I would never do, never do
But I promise you, I pinky promise I don't love you anymore
I pinky promise I don't love you anymore

[Verse 2]
We're both in different places and I need some space
And we're probably better not talking at all
'Cause, baby, I don't deserve you, I don't wanna hurt you
Can't give you a smile if it's just for a show

[Pre-Chorus]
You know me, I've been patient
It's been hard, it's wearing me down

[Chorus]
So I'm sorry, but caring 'bout you is getting so exhausting
Doing things I swore that I would never do, never do
But I promise you, I promise you
I promise to be honest
'Cause honestly, boy, I don't even want this
Doing things I swore that I would never do, never do
But I promise you, I pinky promise I don't love you anymore
I pinky promise I don't love you anymore

[Voicemail Sample]
Hey, I'm really sorry
I don't know why we're fighting and I really fucking hate it
It's just scary, I don't like it and I just wanna talk

[Bridge]
We talked about a future but now it's in the past
I don't regret the memories but knew they wouldn't last
I know that it's not easy to give up what we had
I made myself a promise and I'm not looking back

[Chorus]
So I'm sorry, but caring 'bout you is getting so exhausting
Doing things I swore that I would never do, never do
But I promise you, I promise you
I promise to be honest
'Cause honestly, boy, I don't even want this
Doing things I swore that I would never do, never do
But I promise you, I pinky promise I don't love you anymore
I pinky promise I don't love you anymore
[Outro]
I pinky promise I don't love you anymore
Anymore, I don't love you anymore

I stopped and went backstage. Then I saw my babygirl. I started bawling. I ran into her arms and she hugged me, as she was crying too. "I'm sorry." I said. "Shut up. You always think you're the one in the wrong and it breaks my heart. I love you. You did nothing wrong and I was a complete piece of garbage to you. I just missed you. Please baby don't be upset. It's gonna be okay mamas. I've got you in my arms and it's finna be okay, so stop hurting. I'm gonna make it all better. She pulled away and showed me a box. Something in the box was moving.

She motioned for me to sit, so I obeyed.she brought me the box and sat down. "Open it." She said smiling stroking my hair. I opened it and out jumped something furry and loud. It was a puppy! The one I saw at the shelter I wanted but Billie wouldn't let me get.

"Thanks baby. I love you" I said.

"I love you too." She said kissing me.