What do i do

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Jeff's POV
God why can't I tell Ben I like him who is this dude that he's always talking about and why does Ben care so much about him. It doesn't matter the only thing that actually matters is that I have Ben in my life and I refuse to mess that up but I want to tell him I like him you know what screw it im gonna to tell him I like I go to Bens room and open the door but he's not there I text him where he is a few minutes go by and he doesn't answer whatever maybe his phone is dead or something I go get food and an hour later I get a text from Ben
Hey sorry Im going for a walk and I really didn't realize you texted me I'll be home soon if you want to hang out
Thank god he texted back I was getting worried
Ben's POV
I was walking around trying to get Jeff out of my head and try to get rid of my stupid crush on him he's never gonna like me anyways what's the point I look at my phone and see that Jeff texted me an hour ago crap think what should I say hmmmmmm I got it
Hey sorry I'm going for a walk and I really didn't realize you texted me I'll be home soon if you want to hang out
That should do it I start walking home I don't want to run into Jeff yet I can't take it he's just so cute I'll sneak in through my window that should work I get home and climb through my room it was harder than I though but whatever I'm inside I haven't run into Jeff this is ok just at that moment my phone goes off it's from Jeff
You home yet? I want to talk about something
Crap I can't just not respond that would be mean wha do I say I think for a minute and start typing
Yeah I'm home I'm in my room I got to clean up a bit I fell in mud I don't want to walk around the house all muddy
That seems good enough but I'm also lying to him again he won't know I spend sometime to make it seem like I got cleaned off and prepared myself to go talk to Jeff I walk out of my room to see Jeff walking past my room "hey Jeff you wanted to talk?" I say a little quite in hopes that he wouldn't hear it but he did he turns around and looks at me "umm yeah I did but I umm forgot what I wanted to tell you" he laughs sounding a bit nervous is he ok is something wrong "ok Jeff if you remember I'll be in my room" I say trying not to look at him "ok Ben have a nice night" he says walking away I go back in my room what's going on why was he so nervous
Jeff's POV
Idiot why couldn't you just tell him you like him it's not that hard I walk into my room and look in a mirror I start practicing how to tell Ben I like him "hey Ben I like you no hi Ben I really like you I liked you for along now but I get really nervous so I could never tell you no that sounds stupid hello Ben I wanted to tell you I like you" I hear laughing behind me I turn around and see laughing jack "what do you want" I say annoyed "I was walking past your room and heard you talking and I got confused and walked in thanks for that wonderful show so you like Ben" "yeah but don't you dare say anything" "I won't I promise plus Ben would call me a liar and wouldn't believe me"he says walking out I guess he's right Ben doesn't believe a lot people a lot I sit down on my bed ,start listening to music, and think of a way to tell Ben I like him why is this so hard
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A/n: chapter 2 I hoped you enjoyed I really couldn't think of anything to say this chapter so it sucks

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