thoughts and shit

august 1st 17:15

i've known the jack cheated on me for over a month now. i always said if he ever did then i would kick him out, never talk to him again and completely erase him from my life. i wish it were that easy but it isn't and i can't do that. every time i am happy with him i think of the messages and how long he had been lying to me for. over a years worth of broken pinky promises and lies. i want to forget it but how can i when everyone he talks to i have to think 'is there more to this?'