Heart String

Random thoughts

I feel like I am not the only one to think about this. What would it feel like to die? What happens after we do? People have so many thoughts and beliefs but even with that just siting and thinking about it it's weird. Like in video game when you die you can sill watch people continue to play. Would that happen after we die? We get to watch our family and friends continue life? Or like some people believe in reincarnation and if that happens than how. We just die than quickly are reborn with blank mind in new or the same world. If someone asked me what I though happened after people died I honestly won't know. When I think of myself dying all I see is a blank space with nothing. When you die you die you feel nothing you are lost like you have never lived. It's like a feeling I get when I think about it that you just disappear. Everything you though or  worked for are gone. Late night thoughts and promises you swore to keep are gone and you are gone and you feel nothing because you aren't alive. I am honestly not afraid to die I afraid of leaving the people around me. If they like me or not. If they pushed me on the floor or helped me in my time of need. To work and do all of this to just disappear slightly frightens me. But at the same time I want to be in that place of peace nothing. This is nothing I am nothing their is just nothing and I wish to be their. Death is just....death.