Heart String

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I feel I wasn't meant to love
That I wasn't meant to live
That I was a mistake that they dropped on the world
I am that snowflake that wasn't that special
That broke and vanished before anyone could see the true me

I am not happy with myself
Most people aren't but it is more than just me
It's everything I do
Everything I say
Everything I think
Touch
Say
Imagine
It's all wrong...

I don't feel normal but what is normal today?
People will just laugh and say their is no normal everyone is their own way
And I believe that but I feel different
Like the things I do the things I say are wrong
Like they are all wrong not meant to be

Sometimes I feel like I'm not here
Like I'm not living that none of this is real