Learn to Love **Editing**

Learn to Love: Chapter 87

I'm almost done with this book o.o I'm sad haha anyway here is the chapter :D

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"I'll talk to you later Harry" That was a lie I told him and myself I hadn't texted nor had I called Harry in three months now... I don't think I would be able to handle it. He does send me texts say how he's sorry and misses me and loves me and to call him back; but I can't bring myself to do it.

I decide on going on a walk just so my mom doesn't come in my room and try to cheer me up it's rather annoying when she does that or my friends calling him names because I DO still love him.

"I'll be back mom!" I yell as I walk out the door closing it behind me.

Harry has also tried to come over to. He asks my mom about me he asks friends about me and I honestly don't know what to do you know?

"Hey" I hear and turn to see Niall and Liam

"Hey Niall hi Liam what are you guys doing on my street?" I ask softly.

"Oh we were going to check up on you and see if you were ok and to drop this off" he says and he hands me a card and CD. I look at them weirdly and take the things.

"Who's this from?" I ask

"Harry" Liam say and I freeze "he just wants you back Emily he loves you" he explains I nod

"Can you guys come in I don't think I can do this by myself" I say softly looking at the ground

"I can't sorry me" Liam says sadly and I nod

"But I can!" Niall pipes in and I smile

"Ok well be careful li" I say and hug him he kisses my head and gets in his car. I hug Niall and we walk up my drive way.

"Do you know what this is?" I ask nervously as we get into my room.

"Yeah I do" he says and smirks at me. "But I can't tell you"

"You're horrible Niall" I laugh and pull out my computer from under my bed. I sit in my bed and pat the spot next to me on the bed for Niall he sits and I put the CD in.

"I'm scared" Niall looks at me

"Don't be" I nod and press play at first the screen was black then an image of me and Harry appears. It was when we were sleeping on the couch. It hurt to see things like this now since it has been so long. In a blue

"Can we play the song now?" Harry ask as a video starts. It's all five of the boys in the recording studio.

Then Music started. "So your friend's been telling me

You've been sleeping with my sweater

And that you can't stop missing me

Bet my friend's been telling you

I'm not doing much better

'Cause I'm missing half of me" Liam starts and it's true I haven't been ok I miss him to much and everyone tells me he is just as crushed as I am.

"And being here without you is like I'm waking up to

Only half a blue sky

Kinda there but not quite

I'm walking around with just one shoe

I'm half a heart without you

I'm half a man at best,

With half an arrow in my chest

I miss everything we do,

I'm half a heart without you"

"Forget all we said that night

No, it doesnt even matter

Cause we both got

Split in two" Louis sings and i started to cry I miss him too much I don't know why I'm trying to stay away I can't do it.

"If you could spare an hour or so

We'll go for lunch down by the river

We can really talk it through

Chorus:

I'm half a heart without you

I'm half a heart without you

Though I try to get you out of my head

The truth is

I got lost without you

And since then I've been waking up to" I slammed the computer shut and cried. Niall pulled me close and I cried into him.

"I miss him Niall what do I do?" I ask through my sobs

"Go see him" he says I nod kiss his cheek and pull him down stairs and out the door.

"Can you drive?" I ask him and he nods and we leave

-at their place-

What am I going to say to him? How is he going to act? does he still care? shit I forgot to read the card. What if the card says he's over me and to move on?

"Ok he is probably in his room" zayn says as we enter the flat I nod and walk over to Harry's door. I knock

"Leave me alone" Harry yells. His voice is so huskey I miss it I open the door a little

"Can I come in?" I ask I heard the bed creek and a thud.

"Emily?" he asks from the floor. I smile at him and wave a little. He stands up and runs to me picking me up and spinning me around. I wrap my legs around his bare waist and hug him tight.

"I missed you" I cried into the crook of his neck.

"I missed you too" he says and I pull up to look at his face. And I kiss him long and hard.