Only Fools...

Prologue

Crap. Crap, crap, crap, crap, crap, crap, crap. How the hell did I end up here!?

The hospital reeked of death; it's safe to say this didn't give me the utmost comfort as I walked down the white halls to her room. Guilt overpowered me. I could try to blame Danny. Blame Danny for getting us into this mad situation, but she wouldn't care. She loved him. Me on the other hand she could get rid of with a blink of an eye. It's not like we see each other much anymore anyway, it wouldn't be hard for her to adjust to.

She trusted me. She trusted me more than anyone else in the whole world. I trusted her too; I told her all my secrets. Apart from one.

She'd have told me right from the start; wouldn't have even crossed her mind not to. Me on the other hand? I'm the disgusting bitch who never said a thing and tried to deal with it myself, behind her back.

I'm going to kill Danny. I'm serious, I'm going to physically murder him as soon as I see him. It was his fault all of this, his fault.

Yeah, you just keep telling yourself that Jess; keep telling yourself that you couldn't help it, that he compelled you or whatever - you know you're never going to believe it.

I'm walking faster now, my feet pulling me towards her. I need to find her. I need to tell her that I'm sorry; that I don't know what's going to happen in this hospital but that from the bottom of my heart I'm sorry. But am I though? If I could go back now would I change it? I'd change one thing for sure - I'd have told her, straight from the beginning.

And there he is; standing in a crowded hospital room - looking like he's just dropped out of heaven even with that worried look on his face. He's seen me, I can tell by the broad smile dancing across his face, and suddenly everything's better.

"Danny", I murmur as I wrap my arms around him.

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Note from the author:

So there's the prologue! Don't worry if you don't understand what's going on, you're not meant to! Also I know that the way it's written is rushed and manic but it's meant to come across like that to convey her mood.

Thanks so much for reading! As it's my first upload and it's only small I'm going to upload the first chapter straight away! Please don't forget to comment and fan! Thanks again for reading! :)