Fall for me please? {h.s}

Part 2: I miss you.

Songs for this chapter:

All I want- Kondaline

Half a heart -1d

"Birthday" Selena Gomez

{a week later}

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Brianna's POV:

I walk into the boys room to wake up James but his bed is empty, the ambulance is outside.

"WHATS GOING ON?" I asked Ms.Maryanne

"He's passing. He told me to give you this." She said I screamed and cried

Then I decided to read the letter

"My beloved,

You are looking at this the day of

My death... I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I have more things then you think I do have. I have anxiety, depression and bulimia. I also want to let you know that if I could I would marry you, and have my kids with you, id take you out to places, I'd grow old with you, I would show you things a husband would show a wife, but none if this will happen. I will watch after you. No matter what happens, your my everything and anything, the reason why I sleep at night, the light of my life, the positivity in my brain my heart aches for you. Your lips are home. I need you love. My everything and anything. I'm so sorry , I fucking love you, please hold on to my heart, you have it in you. When I'm not with you I'm weaker. You are the only thing alive that can make any man fall in love instantly. I'm crying. I feel weak my love. I know it's so soon. But I love you with everything I have. Don't do what you did before. Fall in love again, for me, make me happy. I'm in a better place now where I don't have to worry. If you don't forget me, and please find someone else,
LOVE
James Keeth

"NO JAMES NO" I screamed.

Falling to my knees,I let my emotion out in a loud cry.I couldn't even stand.

Everyone stared.

Rose came and hugged me. I didn't notice but i was shaking, the whole time.

**
The next morning I Got up, its my birthday. I am gonna get myself gifts since no one else will.
**

I bought myself a laptop.

A couple cool things

Cases for the laptop and my phone,clothes,shoes

This brightened up my mood a bit. I decided to tweet Harry over and over again till he answered.

Harry's POV :

I am scrolling through twitter and a beautiful girl named Brianna messages me 10082 .

I scroll through her page and message her

"Hello love x".

"Hi Harry !!" She messaged back

"I'm sorry for your loss, I read your paragraphs about your story. I'm so sorry darling, you should never feel that way." I typed back at her.

"It's fine, I just wish I had parents you know ?" She said.

"Yeah. Maybe we can be friends, you seem like a great person." I texted to her.

"Sounds like fun! Tell Niall that I love him lol, gotta go lights out at 9 -.-" she said

"Bye (:".

Brianna's POV:

What the flipping fuck just happened, I held in my screams.

"Rosa! " I scream whispered

"What." She whispered