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Letters

1.) Dustin,

I'm so sorry, for whatever you're going through. But you need to know a few things. This isn't your fault. And it isn't because of Nick.

I did this for me. So that I could be free. I hope I am free. I know what people are going to say about me. That I'm weak, and did something stupid.

Which yea, okay, this was stupid. I know problems pass. But I've been dealing with this one since I was born.

I've self harmed as long as I can remember.

I'm sorry I told you that I had stopped.

I want you to know that I love you. I always have and always will. You were my best friend when I needed you most. I'm sorry this is how our story had to end. But mostly my sorry for letting you walk out of my life.

I missed you so much.

But Nick was good to me.

So I guess this is goodbye. Cause I can't just keep writing forever. I mean, I have three other letters to write. But just know. I started with yours.

And I'll miss you.

-Alexis Longheart <3

2.) Dominick,

Nick, I'm so sorry, for what you're going through. But I need you to know a few things. This isn't your fault.

I did this for me. So that I could be free. I hope I am free. I know what people are going to say about me. That I'm weak, and did something stupid.

Which yea, okay, this was stupid. I know problems pass. But I've been dealing with this one since I was born.

I've self harmed as long as I can remember. Which I'm glad you knew.

I want you to know that I love you. I have since we started talking and I always will.

You became my best friend when I needed you most. I'm sorry this is how our story had to end. But mostly my sorry for you not walking into my life sooner.

I Love You so much.

But you were good to me.

So I guess this is goodbye. Cause I can't just keep writing forever. I mean, I have two other letters to write. But just know. Ours was my favorite story, and had the best chapters.

And I'll miss you. And I'll love you forever.

-Alexis Longheart <3

3.) Mom and Dad,

Hey. I'm kinda sorry, for what you're going through. But I need you to know a few things. This is your fault.

I did this for me. In hope that I could be free. I hope you're suffering. I know what you're going to say about me. That I'm weak.

I know problems pass. But I've been dealing with this one since I was born. And you guys never made it easy. You left me when I was 10. With a house and money. I hate you for it.

I've self harmed as long as I can remember. Which I'm glad you never had to know. When I was little I used to pretend that I was normal. And that I had parents. But I didn't. I never really have.

I want you to know that I love you. And that I forgive you. I have since you left. But I will never hate you any less for what you did to me.

Because you left when I needed you most. I'm sorry this is how my story had to end. But mostly my sorry for you not walking out of my life sooner.

I love and hate you both so much.

But you were never good to me.

So I guess this is goodbye. Cause I can't just tell you my whole story. I mean, I have one other letter to write. But just know. You'll never make it up to me.

And I'll miss you. And I'll love you forever.

-Alexis Longheart <3

4.) My friends,

Guys, I'm so sorry, for what you're going through. But I need you to know a few things. This isn't your fault.

I did this for me. So that I could be free.

I've self harmed as long as I can remember. Which I'm glad you now know.

I want you to know that I love you. All of you. I have since we started talking way back when, and I always will.

You might not have been my best friend when I needed you most, but that was on me. I'm sorry this is how everything has to end.

I love you so much.

So I guess this is goodbye.

And I'll miss you. And I'll love you forever.

-Alexis Longheart <3