Internet crush // Lucas [ NCT ] [✔]

I liked you so much that it hurt

Maybe you where just nice or actually sending signals of affection.
Sometimes it felt like you like me.
Sometimes it did not.
I was confused.
Do you like me or do you not?
At some point,
I got frustrated.
I liked you so much that it hurt.
I liked you so much that i felt frustrated.
So i took a time out.
I distanced myself from you for a while.
I needed space.
I needed time.
I needed to collect myself.
My thoughts.
My feelings.