Internet crush // Lucas [ NCT ] [✔]

I couldn't forgive you

I wanted to talk to you.
I wanted to believe you.
I wanted to forgive you.
But my ego was too big,
So i couldn't.
You tried to talk to me.
But i ignored you.
You opened up to me.
I didn't reply.
You told me your secrets.
I still didn't reply.
Why did i act like that?
Because i once cared about you so much.
But you hurt me.
You hurt me a lot.
And i tried to distance myself from you.
That only made me hurt even more.
I didn't even realize how broken i am without you.