~~~'DIRTY GAMES '~~~

***CHAPTER TWELVE***

                I was on my bed deep in thought what d'fuck is wrong with me? Why do I get pleasure in pain, I don't understand any this, why do I like been spanked. I'm so confused I thought  I grabbed my pillow and screamed " but why don't I Google on this?" I said , I grabbed my phone and typed why does a person like been Spanked  as I was waiting for it to load Someone coughed behind me and it startled me I turned to see Jake I sighed" what d'hell Jake you scared me you shit head" I said he growled " language Em , like I said I'm been easy on you"  He said and I just gave him a confused look  he looked at my phone " what you doing ?" He asked I quickly grabbed my phone not wanting him to see it " oh I i its n n nothing" I stuttered cursing myself under my breath " nothing? Then let me see" he said stretching out his hand to collect my phone , I put my hand behind me " NO" I yelled he looked shocked I cleared my throat " no it nothing forget it hmm" I said he nodded his head " OK" I was taken aback " really?" I asked he gave me his breath taking smile .
            He stretched forward putting his hand on my cheek leaning into me I closed my eyes waiting for the kiss which didn't come I opened my eyes to see him with my phone I jumped forward trying to get my phone from him but to no avail " why does a person like been spanked?... What's this Em?" He asked I sighed " I'm confused OK, whatever you are doing to me I don't know what it is but I like it , the spanking ,the pain everything but I don't know why I'm so weird" I said placing my head in my hands releasing a heavy breath , I was so embarrassed that I was an amateur I'm so sure rose fucks him better
          He removed my hands from my face and pulled me into his lap " hey don't think like that , I'm happy you are curious to know about all of this, I'm just a little sad that you couldn't come to me to find out " he said I looked into his eyes and I could see a little hurt and happiness " its not that I was just embarrassed and confused, I didn't want you to look at me differently since I didn't know anything about this way of sex and I'm sure rose is better at this " I said looking at my interlocked fingers he pushed my  head up to look at him " that is not true, I would never look at you differently OK, and rose is not better in fact she is not interested in any of this but let's leave that for another day I just want you to know that I'm happy that you are not scared and that you like it I'm so glad" he said grabbing my hips I looked into his eyes and all I see is sincerity I smiled and peeked his lips
            " Now let me teach what all of this is my student" he said and I smirked " of course teacher I'm ready to learn please teach me " I said then I leaned forward and whisper in his ear " and punish me if I make a mistake sir" he shivered and that made me so happy that I after him the way he does to me " OK so um its called BDSM " he said I tried to think if it rang a bell but it didn't " what does it mean?" I asked he chuckled and kissed my nose that gesture alone increased my heart rate I felt butterflies " patience little one and let me finish... Its called bondage d" but before he could finished rose called him " Jake... Babe where are you?"  She asked " I will be right there" he yelled back giving me an apologetic look " sorry Google it for you to have more understanding on everything" he said putting me back on the bed and standing up" OK" I said in a whisper he turned to look at me " hey don't be sad take it as an assignment, I will check on it later tonight and if you know more you will be rewarded " he smirked kissing my lips before he left I sighed and laid back on the bed" I will be expecting my reward" I said.
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                   Hey guys I'm sorry if I didn't explain more n BDSM but I want you guys who aren't aware of any of this to go on Google and research on it so you can get a better understanding on it ... Its you own personal assignment from me to you hehehe comment below to show me how far you know on it
              For this chapter I just wanted to help Emily understand everything and to know BDSM but the next chapter I will take you on a trip inside Jakes mind hmm how will it  be hehe find out
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