Boredom

Part 4

Whenever you do something too much

All there is, really is just boredom

Have you ever thought, of how boredom works?

How it controls your mind into silly thoughts?

How sometimes it makes you go crazy on how idiotic it feels?

Maybe it's just me who feels that way

That boredom is crazy.

Have you ever thought what boredom feels like, to a hyper thinker like me?

Someone who couldn't control what she thinks, who couldn't control what she does?

Who couldn't control what she wants?

Boredom is a pain sometimes. You try to push it away so far... But have you ever thought boredom as something nice?

Have you ever wished you were bored on smoking? Or drinking? Bored of living? Bored of feeling the pain of dying? Bored of breathing or moving?

Does anyone ever think, of how boredom is a blessing and a curse? How just one simple word can be the line between life and death?

Imagine somebody who scars herself daily. Imagine them one day becoming just, bored of what she was doing?

Bored of the same old pain she feels, bored of the same thing she does. Maybe bored of the thing that keeps her going on cutting?

Have you ever thought why she decided to try out burning instead?

Or why she decides to end it all?

Don't you ever think, in a suicide case... That they were just bored of the same feeling?

Have you ever thought why the world became such a hectic place?

Boredom.

That one word. The one thing we all feel

Boredom.

Boredom of the peaceful world, curiousity on other things

Boredom.

The reason why Adam and Eve left the peaceful place they live in

Boredom.

The reason, God made us all.

Have you ever thought of that?

Of why God made us all, if there even is one?

Have you ever thought. Why God, The one who made us all...

Even bothered making us?

Us, an excuse of a living being

Us

Who kills things to fill in the boredom in out lives

Us. The reason many creations of His dies?

Humans.

Why does he bother keeping us all? Why would he let us live?

Wouldn't it be more fun, to make us all think that He is all knowing. Wouldn't it be more fun to control each and every one of our minds to pray to him and trick us to feel like we all are free?

Wouldn't it be more fun if God made that feeling... Boredom... Dissapear?

Oh well. Its not like we could do anything

I'm sure He was dealing with Boredom himself.