dear jiwoo,
so, by the time you're reading this, i'll be gone. and i'm sorry. i'm so sorry, i'm regretting all of this as i write. but i can't continue anymore, it hurts too badly. everything hurts. but please don't take this as an excuse to go yourself. everyone will take care of you. i'll always be here for you, maybe not physically but i promise that i will never ever leave you. nothing can possibly take me away from you. i want you to find the person you love. i want you to grow happy and do what you want with your life, whatever makes you the happiest. i love you so much and i know i say i'd never do anything to hurt you, and i know that this is terribly selfish of me but please understand. please continue on. please do it for me. we will always meet again.
love,
sooyoung
