Long Lost Love (completed)

the start of the end

He had nowhere else to go he walked to Emma's and sat on the curb he kept replaying everything in his head it made him mad but it hurt him at the same time why wouldn't Emma just said where she was gonna be? Was she hiding something? .. as he sat there his phone rang it was Kim

Santiago- hello?

Kimberly- hey um can we talk?

Santiago- sup?

Kimberly- you know it wasn't me that gave her up my mom came back and she forced me to give up my baby and I didn't want to and I feel like shit

Santiago- you don't have to explain yourself to me Kim I don't care I ain't gonna tell you to stay away from Alexandra she's your daughter but I would let your mom cool down before you try and come around I don't want that drama serio

Kimberly- thanks that means a lot

Santiago- yea whatever Don't trip maybe this weekend you can see her I'll set something up

Kimberly: ok sounds good

Santiago- yea bye

He hung up.. he was annoyed still at everything he sat there contemplating everything when he heard somebody walking up

Emma: what are you doing?

Santiago: why you walking?

Emma: my mom had to go to work I walked it from the pharmacy just couple blocks

Santiago: by yourself you crazy?

She pulled her blade out

Emma: I'm good and maybe I could've called grumpy he wouldnt have tripped

She walked to her front door he followed her and pulled her arm but she backed away from him

Santiago: I'm sorry ok i over thought shit I shouldn't have babe serio

Emma: you made me sound like I was cheating on your ass or something? While I was at the doctor doing all this for us? So you wouldn't have something else to stress over

Santiago: I know baby and I'm sorry please I am!

Emma: huh whatever I don't wanna fight with you I'm over all this

Santiago: what do you mean by that?

Emma: that I'm tired we haven't really seen each other I'm either at school and your with the baby we don't have enough time for each other and if I try and go kick it you trip which leads to us fighting and I don't wanna stress over it it's pointless! Ok shit ...and I feel like I'm always the second choice..

Santiago: how am I making you the second choice Emma I have a daughter it ain't my fault shit

Emma: yea I know you do and I understand that but I have feelings too and I feel like you don't even think about me ok

she opened the front door

emma: come on

santiago: do you want me to go inside?

emma: you really gonna be difficult

they walked inside she was preparing for the worse her heart was hurting

santiago: how it go at the doctors?

she sat at her desk and he sat on her bed

emma: good im healthy im on the pill now just took the first one and my mom kinda got mad im not a virgin anymore i lost mine way before my sisters i guess

santiago: well atleast we're being smart right?

she nodded

santiago: why you sitting all the way over there for?

emma: cuz we need to talk this out i been holding all this in and i dont want to anymore and also you got mad cuz i was kicking it with grumpy? are you serious

santiago: naw it wasnt cuz its him i can careless i got mad cuz you didnt tell me from the start that it was him you where chillin with

emma: so if i told you babe im gonna ditch with grumpy and smoke it out at the park for the day would you of been cool with it?

he stayed quiet

emma: you see! you wouldnt have

santiago: you couldve just come over and spent the day with me

emma: and do what watch you change her diapers i wanted to go out and hang out for once and smoke and talk not be stuck at the house and i know i sound like a total bitch

santiago: dont call yourself a bitch babe you aint asking for much im the fuck up im sorry serio

she saw the hurt on his face she got up and sat down next to him

emma: really?

santiago: i havent been paying much attention to you with everything thats happened alex aint your responsility and you shouldnt be taking all that shit on this is on me and i dont wanna bring you down with me

emma: your not taking me down all i want is for you to give me sometime too i know thats asking for much

santiago: naw baby it aint you deserve the world cuz you couldve left me the day i told you i was gonna be a dad

emma: instead we fucked haha

santiago: haha yea but anyways i understand baby i should give you your own time and i am i promise

he hugged her tight and kissed her softly

santiago: kim called trying to explain her shit i didnt care but she wants to be in her life so i told her i can set something up for saturday so maybe saturday after all is done me and you can go out like old times

emma: ok baby that sounds good

she smiled

santiago: but ay next time tell me who your going to ditch with blues face looked hella confused when i asked for you

emma: you know it was nothing you have to worry about baby i only want you

he pulled her on top

santiago: i better be your only one shit

she laughed as he took off her shirt