Messages ¤ Jeongchan [✔]

Chapter 6

After the last text Jeongin recived his heart broke. He thought the boy honestly loved him even though they didn't know each other for real. He felt a pang of sadness.

술잔을 비우니 그리움이 차는구나
그냥 다 지고 볼 걸 왜 난 따지고 봤을까
길가에 버려진 쓰레기봉투까지도
바람에 쓸쓸한 소리를 내

He looked out his window rain drops crashing against the window trash bags moving around in the cold wind yet all Jeongin felt was lonliness. He wished to curl into a ball but he couldn't.

나의 백지에 널 좀 덧칠했을 뿐인데
정신 차려보니 이미 한 폭의 그림이 돼
너와 난 핸드폰
떨어지면 고장 날 걸 너도 알잖아
너의 체취만이 날 온전하게 해
어서 날 안아

Jeongin looked at his phone. Scrolling through his messages. Nothing not one thing from who he assumed was Chan. So he took paper and drew his mind in a diffrent world from his hand. An hour of drawing he looked down to see what his perfect boyfriend or so he hoped would look like. A finished picture. He wanted to hug the person on paper in life yet he couldn't. That was until a minute later.

오직 너 하나만 보여
나 오직 너 밖엔 안보여

He looked down at the phone tons of messages but he could only see one. He clicked it. Just to die slowly.