shes older now

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pimples on my forehead
period starting
and growing insecurities.
that one girl that sued to be happy all the time has now focused on school
but it was hard when she didn't know anybody
the girl on top of my locker won't leave me alone
she's mean
social anxiety seeped into me as i talk
sitting alone in the back corner of the class
sadness grew
i tried to talk so many times
a lot of failed attempts
a couple of words and go
leaving the house at 7:00 AM and come back at 6:00 PM
im so tired
im so cold
the rain always hitting my neck hard
waiting for the bus that took me home
the wind howling
stepping on puddles rushing home

crying.

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