before everything

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i was happy with myself, i constantly had a broad smile that spread from ear to ear.
without a care in the world of my appearance, i continued to proceed with my day normally.
stuffing everything in my mouth with no worries
with no one telling me i was eating too much
i was a bubbly kid, always spreading positivity.
never comparing myself to anyone and never thought lowly of myself
i had great friends, they were supportive and helped me through everything
i did the same for them, i always helped them up whenever they fell.
looking back, i laughed hysterically while joking with them
i was always happy regardless the situation
trying to lift up the mood was my best quality.
so was making people laugh
i put others before me always, making sure they were okay without checking myself first

but now, im older.

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