Silent // Ink Heart // Choi Seongyoon

1 • Song Jimin

"Hey Jimin,Watchu doin here this late?,"..Kangsoo,My girl bestfriend leaned on the locker beside mine...I 'tch'-ed...

She nodded..She already knew what I meant by that short reply...
Well,Long bestfriends know each other well...

"Oh I see,Had a fight with Jihoon again.Huh.,"..She crossed her arms as I kept tucking all my stuff inside my black navy locker with a pissed expression. "I kind of dont 'g(J)ee' your relationship..,"..She pinched her chin raising an eyebrow...Looking at me.

I slammed my locker and grabbed my bag...I walked passed her and stomped my foot until I got out.."Bye Kangsoo,Im not in the mood right now to talk,"..
I bluntly replied,I dont really feel any emotion except anger when I speak,when I'm not in the mood...But in the inside I feel very dissapointed in myself..and apologetically.

I understood what she meant by those words earlier,Our relationship is kind of confusing..Instead of flirting or being sweet like all young couples with each other,We keep ourselves from skinship and distance ourselves..and keep a cold sensation between me and Jihoon.

I have this bad feeling that he'll break up with me tomorrow after all that shouting and screaming..I dont want to be brokenhearted because of him,I want to be the one to tell him.
But how? I dont even have the gut to talk to him...or even talk back..

When we fought,Jihoon was the only one who yelled and screamed at me While I there,Stood with mouth pursed and tears trickling down my cheeks.
I might need some help..No,No...I have to do this.This is what I got myself into for not listening to kangsoo and my parents.

Okay Jimin,Woman up...!!!!

I sighed and turned to a corner...its a shortcut towards my home.
Well if I go straight itll take long and its getting dark..
I went throught an alley,As always it was dim and the lights were malfunctioning that it would lit anytime.Soon,It got pretty dark.The moon started to rise and the sun has finally faded form its rise...Now,There were no lights iust slight lights from house windows or street lamps..
This is a bad idea,I shouldve gone the longer way than the shortcut..

Dug-dug-dug-dug-My heart beated repidly causing me to shiver in fear.
Chills started running down my spine as It got dimmer..I felt like someone was watching me or stalking me...

Suddenly,

*Tch*

I froze on my tracks as I heard a scrunch noise from behind me..
I turned my body in a swift motion and looked behind my back.
But there was noone or nothing..'I think my mind is starting to play tricks with me'...I turned back around and proceeded walking home...

As I got home,I heaved a heavy relief sigh...
I put my bag off my back and started making my way to my room...
And plan my break-up-strategy..As I arrived on my door,I opened it and saw my step sister,Lying on her stomach on the Edge of my bed typing in her computer...Laptop,I mean.

"You look pale,What happened?,"..My step sister,Park Soomin worriedly looked up to me still in her laying position....

I rolled my eyes lightly...and sighed.

"Nothing good..,"..I replied throwing my bag beside the lamp shade...

"Really?Let me guess,You and that jihoon fought again,aye?,"..

I nod my head and plopped myself beside her...

"Poor Jiminie,Its not getting well.huh?,"..I nod my head again pouting.

"cry it out Jimin,Throw your burden..,"...She suggested start in of donghyuns name...I chuckled..."Your turn jiminie..,"..

I took a Deep breath then started yelling..