why is this so hard
this is so sick
like why is this so hard
i'm not doing great
in fact, i can't remember the last time i felt this badi think i'm going through another depressive episode
why am i getting so emotional
like nothing is happenedliterally overnight
i went from being completely fine to feeling
really really
low
out of nowhereand i'm not sad
i know it's not just being sad
because nothing in my life has happened
for me to be sad
like my life is good
nothing bad has happened
there's nothing that's changed
in the last two days
that caused me to feel this wayand i recognise these feelings
these feelings are the feelings i had back when i was really depressed
and it scares me
and there was always that fear in the back of my head
that it would come backi don't feel any good about myself
i feel really....unconfident
i don't wanna show myself to the world
it's almost like a switch has gone off in my head
i think so low about myself
and i don't know where it comes frombut
this is how i feel
like, i'm always on the brink of crying
i'm always really emotional
and I DON'T KNOW WHY
YOU ARE READING
bleak
Poetryhello everyone. i am Tyra. writing poetry is one of my hobby. i wrote poetry to express my feelings and thoughts.