Love And Harmony

Chapter 6

"Yasss sus" Briea almost screamed. We were taking selfies before going to a party to celebrate the win. We cute tho I had on ripped shorts ya girl was looking thick too. I and Briea wore matching crop tops.

I know yall thinking "how tf she was gone get out the house with that shit on". I and Briea came up with a plan.... let's just say we at a sleepover at her house while her daddy works the night shift. Haannn.

"Come on bish we gone be late," she said finishing her eyeliner.

"Ight" I respond grabbing my lip gloss then heading out.

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As Briea pulled up we start seeing people wearing bathing suits.

"Bruh," I said.

"I don't even want to go. We don't have any bathing suits" I said mad.

"Shiii idk about you but my thong match my bra color so I'm good," she said.

"You nasty, so you went say fuck me, mane take me home" I started pouting. I wasn't finna be the only one looking out of place.

"Ugh, you such a cry baby" she laughed throwing a new nude bikini at me. I looked at it in awe.

"ooou wee I'm about to go-" she interrupted me quickly.

"Duck bish," she said. I was confused asf.

"I know you not trying to check, goose bish" she pushed my head down after I said that.

I heard Adrian's voice laughing in a distance. I thought he told mama he wasn't gone come.

"You good now," she said. I popped my head up.

"Phew bitch, I need to go change," I said. I open the door and exited.

I made my way inside asking people do they know where the bathroom is. These niggas rude saying "it's not my house" like I don't know that, "Nah move around " and rolling their eyes. I finally asked this dude he said " I don't know but ask Julian it's his house." my eyes widen a Lil walking away, I did not know this was his house.

Finally, I see Julian outside. Yall.... he had his shirt off. I was in a trance the way the sun was hitting his muscular body made his skin look like melted chocolate. Every muscle on his body was glistening. I didn't even know I was biting my lips looking at him.

He had on some black Nike trunks and slides. With some black shades that made his thick lips and jawline stand out. All he was doing was sitting on the edge of a beach chair talking to Lauren which kind of turned me off. When I finally built up courage I walked over there. He looked up and standed up.

"Hey baby girl," he said trying to hug me. I avoided that hug, he must think he the shit.

"where your bathroom," I said crossing my arms trying not to give Lauren's ass any attention.

"Down the hall from the kitchen you lo-" I honestly do not wanna hear what he gotta say. He over here flirting with Lauren and trying to hug me.

"And don't hug me when you just were flirting with ole girl," I said switching off. Yes, I was making this Lil booty jiggle on purpose and I could feel him looking.

It took me about 12 minutes to find the bathroom. My best friend showed tf out giving me this sexy bikini. I been in the bathroom for a good 30 minutes trying to hype myself up and build confidence.

I decided to slip my jean shorts on unzipped over my bikini bottom. When I stepped out I had this new sense of confidence. I was feeling like a bad bish walking like a model down that hallway. Going back to the pool and I seen Briea so I started towards her. But I couldn't help but feel eyes glued on me.

"oooh stay right there, that sunlight hitting," Briea said pulling out her phone. I did as told and she took some pictures of me posing. When she finished I sat by her looking around. It was pretty outside, everyone was just enjoying themselves and the win. I was sitting there enjoying the warm sun

Somehow Julian came over here without me seeing because he unexpectedly sat by me. He just sat there looking at me but I wasn't trying to make any type of contact with him.

"Yaz" his deep voice filled my ears. I pulled out my phone and began scrolling.

"Lovely weather we're having Julian," Briea said. He smacked his lips.

"What's wrong with her why she not talking," he asked her looking at me.

"The weather sunny of course it's going to be some shady areas," I told Briea. I knew she caught on when she started laughing hard as hell.

"Bish I love the shade," she said causing me to laugh with her.

"Yazlyn...stop ignoring me," he said dryly. I was about to respond cause I started to feel sympathy for him for some reason. He laid back and started brushing his hair. I couldn't read what type of emotion he had looking at him from the corner of my eyes. I and Briea continue talking somehow landing on the topic of who we thought was the cutest football players.

"Ight, bet," He said standing up.

"Yazlyn" he raised his voice. He waited for a reaction that he didn't find then left.

"Girl" Briea said giggling. I just sighed cause now I feel bad. I let my emotions control my actions.

"Bri you think I did him wrong?" I said lowly.

"Hell yeah he didn't do shit to you, girl y'all not together so ain't no reason for you be this jealous or rude. But I support anything you do" she fake smile causing me to laugh.

Julian locked eyes with me numerous times for a straight hour. I decided to stop being petty and went towards him even tho ole girl was by him. I stood there fiddling with my finger.

"Speak or go damn you act like a Lil five-year-old" wicked witch of the west said. I ignored her, she was irrelevant to me.

"Julian," I said trying to get him to acknowledge me but he wasn't trying to. "Ju-"

"he doesn't want you, leave damn you see  he not talking to you"

"Julian...."

"take a hint, what does he possibly want from your VIRGIN ass that he can't get from me like seriously let's be real you can't even please him" she scoffed. I stood there shook. How did she know that? My face from embarrassment.  

" you thought you did something there huh?" I said trying to think of a comeback but my mind just went completely blank. I  turned around and walked towards Briea. My eyes were fluttering trying to hold back tears of anger. I just embarked on myself even more by barely saying anything back to her. Briea chair was empty and she wasn't nowhere nearby.  I sighed sitting in my chair. I kept feeling like everyone was watching me even know I know they weren't. In silence, I just sat there rethinking what just happen looking alone.