Adhesion ( Newt x reader )

Chapter 6

Dear thomas and Y/N
This is the first letter I can remember writing. obviously, I don't know if I wrote anything before the maze. but even if it's not my first, it's most likely to be my last. I won't you both to know that I'm not scared.
well, not of dying anyway. it's more forgetting. It's losing myself to this virus. that's what scares me.
So every night I've been saying their names out loud.
Alby.
Winston.
Chuck.
And I just repeat them over and over, like a prayer, and it all comes flooding back. just the little things, like the way the sun used to hit the glade at that perfect moment right before it slipped beneath the walls. and I remember the taste of frypan's stew. I never thought I'd miss that stuff so much.
And I remember you. I remember the first time you came up in the box. just a scared little greenie who couldn't even remember his own name. but from that moment you ran into the maze, I knew I would follow you anywhere. and I have. we all have.
And I remember you Y/N. I remember when I first saw you, sitting alone. looking beautiful as ever. you changed my life right there, and I thank you for that. you've truly shown me what love is. I'll miss the way you looked wearing my jacket, looking outstanding.
I'll miss me holding you close as we fall asleep. I will truly miss being by your side. if I could do everything all over again, I would and wouldn't change a thing. And my hope for you both is that when your both looking back years from now, you'll be able to say the same. the future's is in both of your hands now. and I know you'll find a way to do what's right. you've both always have. take care of everyone or me. and take good care of Y/N. and take care of yourself.
You both deserve to be happy. thank you for being my friend.
And thank you Y/N for being the love of my life.
Goodbye, mate. and goodbye love.
Newt.

We cried reading it but I told thomas that he's fine. and he made it but I know it's because of teresa being gone. I helped him up, "You know, she's wouldn't want you to feel like this forever. she would want be you to be happy." I said trying to cheer him up. he weakly smiled, "Thanks Y/N." He said hugging me. we went and joined. everyone. we laughed. we had fun.
We carved out names of the people that we lost. me and newt carved out winston's name. gally carved out chuck. fry carved out alby. And thomas carved out teresa.

I got up early and went to look at ocean. the sun beemd on the beautiful blue water. I felt someone wrapped they're arms around me. I smiled, "Why are you up so early?" Newt said resting is head on my shoulder, "Just admiring the beauty of the safe haven. and that we made it." I said, "I really thought I had lost when I thought the serum wasn't working." Newt said. I heard him sniffing, "I know. but I'm here, and so are you. we can finally live that dream you wanted. about kids and settling down." I said facing him kissing him passionately, "I missed your kisses." He said laughing, "Well, there's a lot more where that came from." I said laughing kissing him again. his hands were holding my waist. my hands ruffled through his hair. his hair is like a cloud. he slightly lifted my shirt feeling my second scar. I got goosebumps. I stopped looking into his eyes, "Guess, I have two battle scars." I said. newt looked at it. I could tell he feels guilty, "Newt. you weren't you. I'm not mad at you and you shouldn't be mad at yourself. I will always love you." I said holding him, "Thank you love. and I love you too." He said. I gave him a quick kiss as we looked at the water. knowing that so many amazing things are about to happen.

OMG it's done! 😭😆 Thank you guys for enjoying and I will be making a peter parker story soon😉 thanks again to hipster_doofus and neverlandfreak for giving me the ideas! thank you all and enjoy and have an amazing day or night! ~~~Denise😄💜~~~