just crap

sixteen

I know. I promised myself not to make anymore angst songs but I couldn't resist. Can someone force me to go to a therapist?

Maybe I'll do Leave [GUMI] if I can find an off vocal version. Leave is such an amazing song. I use that song everywhere._.

I promise, after those songs, I will make Suki Kirai. *Cough* Seresmy and nonexistentstars *cough*

And yes, it's still JoshNeku. All of it will be a JoshNeku song. I seriously have a problem with angst + song + JoshNeku. I need a therapist.

Song: Just Be Friends
Title: Let's Pretend
Character: Neku

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Let's pretend.
All we have to do is just pretend.

We now don't know each other.
Let's pretend.

All we have to do is just pretend.
Just pretend, just pretend, just pretend.

In the daybreak of yesterday I suddenly knew.
As I put up the broken shards of what used to be.

I wasn't thinking alright then,
I cut my finger by mistake.

Is this what really became of the love we then both pondered about?

I always figured the truth.
At the bottom of my lonely, empty heart.

That these whole love,
Wouldn't mend but tear us more apart.

Love was never my sport.
It's so baffling and it burns.

There aren't any excuses that can,
Cover all the mistakes that I've made.

This game I've played for you,
Is decaying as you're saying farewell.

I'm hurting inside but I can only pretend.

I remember your smile,
It was just so worthwhile,
Now it's a memory.

Nothing is left to link the two of us anymore,
I tried so hard to hold our crumbling love together.

But I succumbed and the shards fell to the floor.

"There's nothing we can do, life is just like that, baby."
As you said that, someone else's tears dripped down my dry cheeks.

Let's pretend.
All we have to do is just pretend.

We now don't know each other.
Let's pretend.

All we have to do is just pretend.
Just pretend, just pretend, just pretend.

Under the midnight moon of yesterday I suddenly knew that.
Picking up the fallen shot bullets was just so meaningless.

Why did I never understand?
They can only be used once and thrown away.

My world lost all its color and stopped turning long ago.

My heart beat so fast with the spring air.
Blowing sweet and mild.

I still remember the moment we met
and how you smiled.
Slowly, a void began to grow.

And we've been distance ever since we said hello. 
The flowers of our hearts were concealing deadly thorns.  

Let's pretend.
All we have to do is just pretend.

We now don't know each other.
Let's pretend.

All we have to do is just pretend.
Just pretend, just pretend, just pretend.

The bitter rain is cascading down in my heart.
I'm standing deaf and walking blind.

Around this busy city where we met.

Despite all of my effort, rain continues to follow.
This pain is not something that I can simply shoulder alone . 

Your hand is no longer at the end of the red ribbon.
Nothing's left to link the two of us anymore.

Goodbye, my love,
This is the end.

Please don't watch as I break down.
I'm not sure if my heart will mold together.

But I have to let go of your hand,
Ohh.

If I had one wish,
If I had only one wish.

I'd ask that we be reborn eternally,
And I'd hold your hand.

And never let go,
I'd hold you through the night and day.

And never leave you.

Let's pretend.
All we have to do is just pretend.

We now don't know each other.
Let's pretend.

All we have to do is just pretend.
Just pretend, just pretend, just pretend.

Let's pretend.
All we have to do is just pretend.

We now don't know each other.
Let's pretend.

All we have to do is just pretend.
Just pretend, just pretend, just pretend.

This is goodbye baby

Let's pretend.
All we have to do is just pretend.

We now don't know each other.
Let's pretend.

All we have to do is just pretend.
Just pretend, just pretend, just pretend.

Ohhh, woahhh
Let's pretend... Let's pretend.

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Hnng. Idk if this followed the song. Tell me if ya liked it. And no, I am not crying. //Actually crying for Neku//

Seresmy, Xion. I need a therapist. I need sleep and donuts.

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