Scratches And Scars

3 AM

I don't know what to write

How to explain what I feel inside

I don't want to fight

In this battle of my life

I don't want to lie

That I am fine

I don't want to spend another night

With tears in my eyes

I don't want to be fright

When will this subside?

I don't want them to see me in this sight

So I control my sobs

I don't want to feel the stabs

But I still do cuts

I don't feel anything anymore

Is my life still worth living for?

Do you understand me, my friend?

You think it's insane

I'm in pain

Hey I think I'm fading

Slowly dying