Hindi ko alam kung paano ipagtatapat yung feelings ko with my boyfriend kanina--
Wait scratch that. He's now my ex. Why? Well let me bring you in the scene happened an hour ago.
I'm waiting. As usual. He's always not on time. And that really fvckin' irritates me, palagi.
"Hey... Sorry I'm late Mau" oh here he is.
"Hey. Wag mo akong sinosorry sanay na sanay nako dyan sa style mo" pagtataray ko FOR THE FIRST TIME sa kanya. In our 1 month relationship ngayon ko lang sya sinungitan
"Woah. That's new. Hahaha. So what do you wanna say Mau?"
"Uhmm. I-- Gusto ko sanang... Uhm.." shet pano ko sasabihiiiin?
"What? Nahiya ka pa. Well I'm your boyfriend wag ka mahiya. Tsaka may laro kami mamaya Mau. Dalian mo" wow. Just Wow. Nahiya naman ako sa pagka late nya.
"Correction, you're not my boyfriend right here. Right now. I'm breaking up with you." oops. That's not what I supposed to say. But I'll continue "I don't feel you. Kahit yung spark manlang, di ko ma feel eh. Sorry. Nagpadala lang siguro ako sa kagwapuhan at panandaliang kasiyahan na dala mo. Maybe it's not what they called love. Sorry"
I made my exit as I finished talking.
I just can't feel him. He's sweet and all pero di ko ma feel yung spark. Na attract ako sa kanya, yes. Pero siguro hanggang dun lang.
Maybe it's not real love. It's only attraction. And attraction easily fades.
What happened between US was not true love
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Author's Note: Outside the Diary was the next chapter. I mean, in the real world. And isipin nyo nalang na naisulat din sya sa diary:)
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