Will it come true?

Part Two :- The beggining

AMELIA'S POV
I woke up at the sound of my phone ringing , at first I was just going to skip it but the phone kept ringing and ringing again can't I just get some rest without someone interrupting , I got out of bed I picked my phone from the table and looked at the caller ID "oh it's V" violet is my childhood bestfriend we have known each other since diapers I picked up and replied with my sleepy voice in an annoyed tone jokingly
"oh god whenever I sleep you have to ruin it what do you want idiot"

Violet chuckled
"I miss my best friend so why can't I call and if I don't annoy you then who will ? Plus finally you picked up and I heard your voice do you even remember the last time we phone called "
"and you have been avoiding me a lot on other social media and I noticed you haven't been online as much as u used to "
I sighed
"I am sorry V but I got busy this days that I didn't have time to talk "
"liar. What are you so busy in doing that you can't talk to me ? Nothing. I know you are hiding something Ameila please tell me what's wrong with you everything was okay so what happened?"
"violet i am okay nothing is wrong with me okay I am completely fine and nothing happened I am just lost in thoughts I just need some space for the moment don't over think it I am probably fine"
"some space ? Do you see what I mean now there was never any space between us you always told me when you were feeling down but I understand you Ameila  but at least can we meet I promise I won't talk about anything that bothers you "
"yeah of course we can , thank you for understanding V i appreciate that"...
We ended the phone call after we planned when and where to meet , I don't like to hide things from violet but I just want to keep it to myself everyone of my friends know me for being a strong girl I don't want to give anyone the chance to see me weak and I don't want to change what my friends think of me I know that nothing is wrong with being weak sometimes but I don't want to show it , after what happened last year I have changed alot I became a cold person I don't give a damn about anything in life anymore except for my music and my family I still care about my friends but not all of them because not all of them love me and not all of them care then why would I ? There's only two things that make me happy in this world you may say I am stupid but however this is me... first pets (puppies or kittens ) and second of course my music but poor me I can't have a pet or make my dream come true my parents don't like pets I am okay with that because I am not a child to be mad at that but what I am mad at that they won't let me be a singer. They don't like the idea of being a singer and also they think this is just a teenage dream that will go away little do they know that I will NEVER give up on my dream because I find my soul and my happiness when I sing and write my songs... I feel bad and sad and thinking about this helps the depression take over my body more than it did I even became quite unsure of who I was I am totally so lost this depression keeps getting to me I thought I killed it but little did I know that it didn't die and that it will come back stronger i tried hard to get rid of it but it grew stronger inside me I became a sensitive person I can cry from a small word but I just do it inside me and that's what is killing me but at the same time no one deserve to see my tears , but I changed I really did I was never this depressed or sad I I wish I could turn back time to the old days my depression took me to a point that I even thought of things that I don't want to talk about... it all started last year oh god I hate this why can't I already get over it

MEANWHILE

VIOLET'S POV
I know something is wrong about Ameila I hate seeing her sad and i hate that she is avoiding me but I can't do anything except to wait for her to be ready to open up to me , I have known her for so long this girl is stubborn she's stubborn with herself but her heart is so big  why can't she give half the kindness and love she gives to people to herself why? Why does she always have to go that hard on herself she acts as if she don't care but she do she is not what she seems like she hide everything inside her why does she have to pretend and to fake things in her life I remember everything that happened and every single time she was hard on herself and stubborn with herself she's a sister to me I really hate to see her hurt...

To be continued...