Nothing But A Memory

Chapter 17- D i s t r a c t

I told myself it was supposed to be meaningless, just another body but it turned out very differently.

"God, I wanna fuck you..." I curse under my breath as I rub myself, imagining her tight untouched pussy lips wrapped around my dick.

"Do it." She challenges me, catching me off guard.

"What?" I watch in awe as she plastered a cocky smirk with an evil glint in her brown eyes.

She placed a hand on my hard chest pushing me to lean back onto the bed "I want you to make feel like I've been a bad girl and fucking pound the life out of me..."

Typically Im the one surprising the girl with bold remarks but Natassia did it to me and I dont think any girl has turned me on as much as her.

What happened after the date?

I went smoking with my friends the last day of school...It was when you told me about Selena remember?

Hey Natassia. I catch up with Natassia

Hi, I haven't seen you. She puts a strand of hair behind her ear, something I wish I could do for her.

Yeah, I've been a little busy but, um, how are you? We reach the front doors of the school and step off to the side to keep talking.

Um, I've been better you know obviously but, um, I started dating Ivan so he's been helping distract me from it all.

Distract? Wouldn't it be be better to have someone help you heal instead of distract you from the pain. I look at her full lips that she was biting on.

Maybe She looks off into the distance.

Well Im dating  somebody too, her name is Selena. She isnt even that important to me but I wanted her to feel the hurt I felt when I saw her kiss Ivan right in front of me.

Oh nice. You guys just started?

Um kinda, like a week ago.

Wait, so you start dating this girl like a few days after we have sex? She whispers sex like if she would get in trouble for saying it.

It wasn't like that- I start

No, it's fine. It's good to know the sex meant just as much for you as it did to me. Im frozen in place as I watch her walk away, her skirt flailing around her thin figure.

She dmed me, I only started dating her to get you off my mind! I yell trying to defend myself but I dont even know if she heard me.

He went smoking with you?

No, he dropped me off at the park and I thought he had left. My first kiss whos friends with Mira was there, he kissed me and Ivan stormed over talking about how Im such a cheater and that I need to go home even though I was home every second of everyday for a straight month after they took my mom cause I couldnt find the strength within me to face anybody

Well technically you did cheat-

I didnt wanna kiss him. He caught me off guard, I was frozen in place when Ivan started his little fit and than didnt even let me explain myself

Then he raped you?

Oh no, I wish it was that simple but its not...We masturbated on a facetime call and then a few days later he sexually assaulted me, remember when we went out to eat at that Venezuelan restaurant and Ivan showed up to start a fight. Not long after the fight, his friends and him kidnapped me while I was running 2 miles for crossfit. They took me to a warehouse and tortured me before they all took their turn raping me I couldnt believe what I was hearing