Nothing But A Memory

Chapter 17- D i s t r a c t

Shes been so quiet this whole trip, I think this is the most shes spoken.

It wasnt just him...His friends who helped kidnap me to a warehouse, all got their turn

Okay, lets start from the beginning? I stare at her fragile figure, wishing I could take on all her trauma so she could finally experience happiness like she deserves.

It was bad enough her mom got deported and now she got raped by not only her ex boyfriend but his friends too. This is all so fucked up, I dont know if I want to believe it.

Mira introduced me to Ivan, we texted for a bit before we sat together in lunch. You were there that day I looked off into the distance as I tried to recall that day.

You scared me Natassia sighed holding her heart

Haha, it's nice to finally meet you He smiles revealing his white straight teeth, as I saw him scann her body with his lustful eyes.

I was looking dead straight at her, hoping it was all a game that would end soon. She looked away quickly back to Ivan and I saw him put his hand on her inner thigh where my hands belong.

Tell me about yourself He speaks softly with his deep voice.

Oh, um, I'm adventurous She begins and he mumbles a Mhm She continues Spontaneous he mumbles Mhm She continues Open minded, Kinda outgoing and shy at the same time She laughs to herself and he furrowed his eyebrows together confused How? I saw her bite her bottom lip Um, I'm pretty shy and quiet in school, and loud and outgoing out of school

Hm, that's interesting He whispers rubbing her inner thigh, slightly parting her thighs.

Your lips look nice He comments keeping his eyes fixated on her lips, making her blush again.

Oh, um, thank you I saw his hand try to sneak up her skirt and she pushed it away slightly.

Does it bother you? He asks removing his hand anyway.

Uh, yeah a little She gives a small smile

I saw her put her hand on his dick and he clearly enjoyed it.

Someone's a little forward He smirks looking down at her hand.

I know what I want. She bites her lip.

I watched in painfully slow motion, Natassia leaned in pressing her lips against his. I couldnt take it anymore. I dont know if she was trying to get me jealous or what. I thought we had something good going on. Did I not make her orgasm? Most guys dont even bother to finish a girl but I did. Was it fake? Was it all a lie? Can I even turn her on to begin with?

I had to get out of there, I felt suffocated and overwhelmed by my own thoughts,  so I went to the bathroom, My eyes teared up in the stall but I managed not to cry.

Yeah I remember I trail off

I feel like things just went downhill from there...We went on a date but the weird thing is I took a nap before going and had a nightmare he raped me. At the date he wanted to do stuff and I didnt, he was pushy and wouldnt take no for an answer but he hadnt done anything yet

Why didnt you just end it there? I spill what comes to my mind.

I-Im not sure...I think I wanted to make it work so bad and feel comforted, I went into the wrong arms

Did you ever think about me while you were with him? My jealousy resurfaces.

Natassia chuckles to herself Yeah, he asked me if I had been with anyone else and I said no but I thought of you and that night I look over to her to see her softly smiling, probably imagining the day in her head.