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I don't even tell anyone if I'm sick anymore.
I don't tell people if I'm in pain.
I try my hardest not to get sent to the hospital or the nurse's office for any reason.
I keep it up until I can't possibly fake not being sick.
There are others that need that medical attention.
People with worse diseases.
People hurt way worse than me.
People who actually need medicine.
People who actually care if they live or die.
Me I just waste space, money, and time.
I don't want to be on this planet.
What's the point on even trying to survive anyways?
There are others that need what I have.
Others that actually deserve what I have.
I'm a selfish asshole.
I wouldn't go to the hospital willingly if I was gonna die in a couple minutes.
I don't matter.
I never have and I never will.
So I'll give others who actually want to live in this cruel world the chance.
I'd rather be dead anyways.

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