Chapter 12 - What Am I Doing

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A/N: Ok sorry I haven't been updating at all... so me being a retard I disabled my phone but now it's all good because I have my phone back and I will be updating regularly cuz of summer so be prepared for my updates.. no this is not just an update about me so let's get on with the book..
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Ashlynn's P.O.V
As soon as Alex kissed me I felt something I haven't felt in a long time a sensation I didn't think I could ever have again then I remembered Caleb and backed away. "Alex you can't do that I'm engaged," I say. "Ash sorry to tell you but you kissed me back," he says. I immediately feel my cheeks heat up as I connect our lips again not caring about anything else in the world, just this. Then I start crying.. "Alex I-I'm s-sorry," I say while crying and run away. When I walk inside I immediately wipe my tears and go to the bathroom. I look in the mirror to see my mascara running down my face still. I slide down the door and cry silently. And then realizing my wedding is in 4 days.. I cry even more. When I take my makeup off and get dressed into different clothes then go to bed I don't sleep at all..
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Alex's P.O.V
I stand up against a tree as I see Ashlynn running away trying to grasp what just happened. I walk more till I'm inside my house I turn around, lock the door. I feel something warm rolling down my cheek and a deep pain in my chest. Realize I'm crying and feeling the same way I felt when Ash left me the first time... heartbreak. 💔 Ash's wedding is in 4 days and I don't know if I will be able to go and not say something, so I decide it's better to just not go. I walk in the kitchen to get food but then fall to floor crying instantly I lay there all night.. I still don't regret a thing I will always and forever love Ash even if she can't say the same for me... 😥😥😰
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I'm sorry the next chapter will be longer love y'all don't hate me please 😪😥😭 anyways.. Plz Vote and Comment
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                                                Grace♥️

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