~ Demi's POV ~
I missed him, why did I let him go? Though I guess it was good considering he had a backup girl, he was probably going to leave me for her, he even state I was basically messed up to Selena. I have three weeks left so I decided to just go home and started work again, singing with The Vamps and a few free concerts. I grabbed my phone and checked my phone looking at the notifications, seeing a bunch preferring me to date Niall... I shouldn't be feeling this sadness... That's when I remember one thing I got told to say when I blame everything on me "I deserve better." I said to myself, I walked back into my room. I got my remote and played my radio and stuck my song 'Really Don't Care ft Cher Lloyd' and sung along the lyrics as I set up my singing recorder, from when I uploaded songs on Youtube.
"Maybe I'm just crazy, maybe I'm a fool, Maybe I don't know how to love, but maybe I do." I sung, when I finished fixing the microphone.
"Maybe you know more than me,
but this much is true,
this little heart and brian of mine say.
And I wonder it blow your mind,
that I'm leaving you far behind,
I wonder does it stop your heart sunshine anymore."
I couldn't wait to put it on Youtube, showing them that I got my sass back, which I haven't had in ages I feel like.
"Okay you're pretty, your face is a work of art
Your smile could light up New York City after dark,
But it's such a pity, a boy so pretty
With an ugly heart."
I had the music playing in the background which made me dance while I sung, meaning I had to repeat it again.
"Maybe you'll get married and she will kiss your feet
While I give all my rides away, I won't lose no sleep
Maybe on your honeymoon, you'll think of me
But if you don't, won't shed a tear, yeah I can guarantee
And I wonder does it blow your mind,
That I'm leaving you far behind
I wonder does it stop your heart
To know you're not my sunshine anymore."
This one was right Niall, I know it's partly fault but to not fall like before, I need to love myself and need to do whatever to make me, me again but what happens if Niall makes me, me? Well not anymore with his second hand. I went on with the song before editing and well singing some bits again and recording some guitar and piano but I got most of it from the music I have recorded already.
I skipped over and checked the clock to see it was almost dinner. I decided to text the girls such as Selena and Taylor. A girls night which they accepted, we even got contact with Ashley Tisdale.
~ Niall's POV ~
I wasn't feeling all that well, that's why I am with Zayn, Perrie, Louis and Eleanor who have had the relationship for years, even Zayn and Perrie are engaged, I wish that was with me and Demi but she's takiing everything the wrong way, I try to call her but no answer, tried to called everyone I know who knows her, and I keep slipping up but now this song, which is clearly for me.
"She's moved on, and she thinks I have." I mumbled.
"Niall, what happens if she is doing the same thing from high school?" Eleanor questioned, everyone was confused "Well, Demi is good at faking or trying to move on, and she doesn't like people to worry and she doesn't like she's the one at fault, so she would act like nothing is wrong."
"But what happens if she's for real?" I questioned, no hope whats so ever, she broke up with me for a reason and I don't even know why.
"Try to call her, once again." Zayn said "I know you've done it once but you can't live without her, and if that doesn't work face up to her."
I sighed and groaned but got out my phone and dailed her number, I waited for a few rings and I got an answered "Hey, it's Demi's friend Taylor." I heard an unfimilar voice.
"And it's Niall..." I said awkwardly "Hey can you put Demi on the phone, I need to talk to her."
"What do you want?" Taylor questioned, maybe slightly annoyed.
I sighed "I can't move on, no matter how hard I try and I want her to know." I said "I want her to know before she goes on."
"Well face up to her instead of just calling, I won't let you talk to her on the phone but I'll allow you to if you go up to her face to fact." She answered "And I want you to do something huge nothing tiny. She deserves so much."
"Thanks, Tay." I mumbled.
"Anything for lover boy." Taylor replied "Plus, if you think she's going to reject you, don't think that because she hasn't been all that good either, but you didn't hear it from me. I gotta go because the girls are coming back."
She hung up and I jumped up, the guys looked at me "What's up?" Louis questioned.
"Taylor, yes Taylor Swift but she is allowing me to talk to Demi, only if it's face to face and it has to be big!" I answered, everyone was happy for me and they decided to invite some others over to help. I got a text from my pocket.
Unknown Number
Hey it's tay, make demi feel worth it, please xx she needs to know you will never leave her and always remind her how you are never going to leave her, don't give up on her, you deserve her and she needs you.
This is going to help a lot. I got right into it.
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I Won't Give Up ~ Sequel Not Too Late ~
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