A new kind of love

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'I think... If it is true that

there are as many minds as there

are heads, then there are as many

kinds of love as there are hearts.' - posted on November, 17th 2017, 3am. By Unknown113

'He stepped down, trying not to look long at her, as if she were the sun,yet he saw her, like the sun, even without looking.' - posted on November, 17th 2017, 3am. By Unknown106

As I posted this quote, I immediately saw another one appear on the Literature wall of the uni blog that no one actually ever check. How do I know this, you may ask? Well, I do know because I do post things here all the time and I never get more than 5 likes on a post. That's how I know. What am I doing on this unpopular thing, then? Well, maybe because I'm unpopular? Okay, it is a bit more complex than that. I do enjoy literature but most of my friends do not. They are more interested in sports -which is kind of a huge thing in theuniversity that I am in, everyone actually supports the football and rugby teams. I do not. Not because I don't want to but because I hate football -not for the reasons that you would think of, though. Unlike most clichés about girls who enjoy literature, I used to enjoy watching a football match. But I will go back to that later.  So, yeah, I am interested in literature and everything that has to do with Arts really. And why did I post this at 3am? ...Long story. To cut it short, I was drunk and bored... At a party. A party that my friend Zoe invited me to.

'He stepped down, trying not to look long at her, as if she were the sun, yet he saw her, like the sun, even without looking'... Who is he? What is this? I know it sounds beautiful and highly romantic but IT IS NOT. Those are the kind of things that guys tell you so that you would fall in love and then, they break your heart because soon enough, they will see the moon and realise that the moon is beautiful, mysterious and... and then the sun will pretty soon be forgotten and you will be replaced because who needs the sun anyway, huh? and then you will be just another.... Am I actually using a metaphor here to talk about my last relationship? Well... N... Yes. Yes, you are right. I am. It is pathetic but come on, it is 3am and I am drunk and a stupid guy is actually quoting Tolstoy and I bet he did not even read the book.

'I think... If it true that there are as many minds as there are heads, then there are as many kinds of love as there are hearts'...Bollocks. Who would actually believe that? Oh, I am such a poetic girl, posting things about love at 3am thinking that there are different kinds of love in the world and we all deserve a special one because we are all different human beings and love will triumph in the end and the world will finally be beautiful again and... Why am I so angry? Come on, Lucas, you just cannot admit that you will never be able to tell your family that you actually enjoy literature more than sports and that unlike your brother, you do not dream of becoming a celebrity. Though, it is true... I do not like that quote because I do not think that there are different types of love. There is only one. Why is a girl connected to the uni blog at 3am on a Friday anyway? Doesn't she have better things to do? Unless she is the girl that no one invites to parties. Yeah, she probably is. Though, she does know about Tolstoy and that is attractive. Okay, shut up Lucas. You are supposed to enjoy this party. Why am I even connected to this stupid blog? Am I not supposed to drink, kiss random girls and never call them afterwards? Isn't It what is expected of me? Because that is actually who I am so... why should I change?

LiveChat

Unknown106: 'there are as many kinds of love as there are hearts' -seriously?

Unknown113: 'yet he saw her, like the sun, even without looking' lol, as if...

Unknown106: ...It actually makes more sense than the nonsense you quoted before;)

Unknown113: Unlike some people, I actually read the book ;)

Unknown106: Oh really? Is that so? Is that what you've been doing on a friday night? Shouldn't you be at a party or something? Celebrating youth and the 'many kinds of love'?

Unknown113: Would you believe me if I told you that I was at a party right now?...and what about you? Shouldn't you be with 'her' instead of bothering me here?

Unknown106: Mmmh... Touché.

-'Lucas! What are you doing? Who are you texting?

Unknown106: Gotta go. Sorry.

-Mmhh,no one, man.

- ...Let's have more drinks then!'

I put my phone in my pocket and smiled, thinking about this girl I have just talked to. I was kind of glad that for once, a conversation could actually start with something that I enjoy talking about.

'Unknown106 logged out'

I could not help but wonder why he suddenly logged out. What is because of what I said? Did he really post that, thinking about a girl? Why was I even feeling concerned about it?

I put my phone in my back pocket and poured myself another drink.

5am.Live Chat

Unknown106: so druuuuuuunk. HLp.

Audrey19: mmh, hi? Who R U?

Unknown106: wrong numbr, srry.

Audrey19: It's the student chat, u don't need numbers lol

Unknown106: oh shit. So everyone sees that, rght?

Audrey19: right

Unknown106: okay Unknown113,call me, +44 **** ****** IT's an EmeRGENCy.. sort of

Audrey19: do u realise that any student can actually see ur phone number?

Unknown99: yeah but the messages are deleted every 24hours

Unknown106 logged out