Him

Episode No. 10

"You piece of fucking shit!" Nadia screamed as she approached Casey leaving Marcus' house. "What?" He asked. "You fucking heard me you animal!" She said pushing him. "Hey? Calm down," Marcus said holding her back. "Fuck you, Casey," I chimed in. "What the fuck?" He asked looking at our angry faces. His eyes flickered to Maxie who was just exited the car while sobbing. "You fucking told them?" He said harshly. "What did she tell you? Huh? That we fucked? Not my fault she spreads her legs for me," He said. Nadia spit at him and I charged forward. "You fucking coward," I said going for him. Next thing I new I was being lifted of the ground. Lucas encased me in his arms and held me back from attacking him.

"What the fuck Casey," Lucas said. "What? I did what I had too," He said. "Were supposed to protect our girls not use them, isn't that what you said to me before I went out with Nadia?" Marcus said. "Fuck you Marcus. Im not some pussy in love with a girl they don't deserve," He said. "Oh wait, that's you isn't it? Pining after Daria like a fucking psycho?" He said. "Shut the fuck up," Lucas said. "Your not good enough for her, just like Marcus isn't for Nadia. Just like Im not for Maxie," He said angrily tearing up. "Shut up!" Marcus said. "Its the fucking truth," He spat. Marcus went at his friend and punched him square in the mouth. Lucas let go of me to hold back Marcus but it was too late Casey's face was covered in blood.

"You girls wanna know what we talk about? We talk about how fucking worthless we are, how messed up we are. How were never gonna be worth your time. You wanna be angry at me? Fine, but when these messed up pieces of shit you call boyfriends ruin you, you'll know how fucking kind I was to stay away," He said spitting blood onto the side walk.

With that he walked to his car. He looked over at Maxie before entering his car. "Im sorry," He said before hopping in and leaving.

"What the fuck is he talking about Marcus? Are you okay? Why didn't you tell me you felt this way?" Nadia asked her boyfriend. "I don't know," He said quietly. "Just drop it okay?" He asked. "No! Tell me what he was talking about," She asked. "How fucked up are you guys?" She asked. Marcus' face twisted with the harshness in her voice. "Not everyones a perfect little rich girl, some of us have real issues," He spat. Her face softened at the sound of her angry boyfriend. "Marcus, please just talk to me," She begged. "I can't," He said. "I just need to deal with this Casey shit before it goes nuclear, okay?" He said. "I promise we can talk after but right now I don't know what he's gonna do," He said.

"Don't leave, please just talk to me," She begged. "Not now, I have to deal with this. You heard him, he's fucked up and there's no telling what he could do," He said. She nodded looking downward. "Im so fucking sorry Maxie. I thought he had it under control," He said. "I know it doesn't seem like it but he never meant to hurt you he just doesn't know how to process his emotions," He said. "Lucas, lets go," He said. Lucas looked down at me, "I'll call you later," He said. "You can talk to me, okay?" I said. He stepped closer, "I know," He said smiling. "Now, let me see that smile," He asked. My cheeks heated up as my mouth curled up into a grin. "There it is, now go home," He said said.

With that the boys climbed in and drove away. We had gon home after making sure Maxie would be okay. So many questions had been unanswered and emotions torn up. I knew it would be the beginning of something intense. These boys were in pain, they were to broken to do anything about it.

And Lucas. He was hiding things about himself, things he was afraid I couldn't handle. But I was here for him. No matter how bad it got.