Until We Meet Again ||JenKook||

Chapter 19

[ Jeon Jungkook point of view ]

Patuloy paring pinoproseso ng isip ko lahat ng nalaman ko. It takes a lot of time bago mag-sink in sa'kin ang lahat ng sinabi ni Sehun.

I feel so disappointed to myself because I even plan on seeking revenge to her. I can't also help but to felt guilty for being rude to her. Kung nalaman ko lang sana ng mas maaga baka nagawan ko pa ng paraan na maayos ang relasyon naming dalawa.

Nag-umpisa nanaman sa pagtulo ang nga luhang piniligilan ko ng maalala lahat ng sakripisyong ginawa niya para sa'kin. Lahat ng nararamdaman kong hinagpis at galit sakaniya, sakanila ay tuluyang nawala ng dahil sa nalaman ko.

But if there's one thing that shock me the most, it was about my son. Sejungnnie.

Kaya pala gano'on nalang ang gaan ng look ko sa kanya. It's because his mine, he's my son.
Akala ko pa nung una ay guni-guni ko lang ang pagkakaroon namin ng resemblance, yon pala ay totoong mag-ama kami. Nahihiya ako sa anak ko at sakanya. I was never been there for them. I'm also and always be thankful towards her and Sehun for raising my son well.

Napatingin ako sa box na ibinigay ni Sehun and I decided to open it.  I saw a lot of envelopes that contain a letter. Kinuha ko ang nasa pinaka-unahan at sinimulang basahin ito.

May 9,2018

Jungkook,

Baby, kung nababasa mo man ito ngayon sigurado akong alam mo na ang totoo. Una sa lahat, gusto kong humingi ng tawad dahil hindi ko nagawang sabihin sayo ang totoo. I'm sorry if I need to hurt you because I thought that's the only way to push you away from me.

Ang laki rin ng kasalanan ko sayo dahil itinago ko ang anak natin. I'm sorry if I need to hide him, alam ko kaseng gagawa ka ng paraan para mas mapalapit ka samin kung sakaling malaman mo ang tungkol sakanya. My sacrifices will be ruin once you came near me again. Baka tuluyan ka ni Daddy.

Please forgive me for hurting you and for everything that I did. At wag na wag mo sanang sisisihin ang sarili mo, wala kang kasalanan. Patawarin mo rin sana ang Daddy ko, he's reflecting all the wrong doing he did before.

Alam kong wala ka ng pakialam saakin but I still want to inform you that I'm diagnose with leukemia. I will be having my operation at May 10, 2018. Can you do me a favor? Kung sakali mang maging successful ang operasyon ko, can you atleast pay me a visit? At kung sakaling hindi man ako maka-survive baka pwedeng umattend ka ng burol ko? Haha I'm sorry for being demanding. If you ever think of visiting me, I'm at Seoul Hospital.

Before closing this letter I want to apologize for the last time. I'm sorry. Please always remember that I love you so much. It's always been you and no one could replace you in my heart.

-Jennie

Walang tigil sa pag-agos ang luha ko habang binabasa ang sulat niya. Damn. I'm so dumb for thinking that she never loved me, well in fact she always think what's the best for me.