waking up without a memory

chapter 26

"Look at me!" He grabbed my face. "Do you want to know why he succeeded in changing the world?" He was gritting his his teeth so hard i thought they would fall out by the force. He tightens his hold on my face squeezing it as if his intention was to crush it. 

"I will tell you anyways. He caused the disease to spread and it killed my wife, and the worst part is that she was pregnant with our twin baby." The muscles in his face was seconds away from snapping. I couldn't listen anymore. I didn't want to accept what he was saying to me. I just wanted this all to stop. I was sorry for what the man i called my dad did to this man but worst of all did to the world.

"Am sorry." I breathed out feeling defeated. He looked at me for a while then he started to laugh.

"Sorry? Your sorry. Well i don't give a shit, because your sorry cant bring back my love ones. I wandered how your mom stick around with that man. I guess he controlled her, because she stayed even though she knew he killed their only little son." A gasped leaved my mouth when i heard him saying that. It cant be. I remember getting flash back about that but i don't know if its true.

"Their is a lot you don't know. I guess your mom would though. Your nothing but a body that your dad used to experience on. That's why you lost your memory. I guess that experience worked. Its a pity that you will not be able to die from this disease." He said shaking his head in disappointment. " but i will make sure that i will be the one to kill you really slowly, day by day." His hand slides from my face to my neck and he squeezed. I tried to pry his hands off, but i was too weak. I could hear Aaron screaming my name over and over. My body was so desperate for getting air. I heard sobs all around. But before the darkness started to take over, his hands slipped from my neck and i fall to the ground taking in large breath. Tears rolled down my eyes and i couldn't stop them.

"Take them all to the cell!" That's the last thing i heard before my body falls into darkness.

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"Do you think she will wake up?" I heard nancy sobbing.

"Yes she will." Aaron said without missing a beat.

"I cant believe that those asshole did those things to us after we took them with open arms." I knew that voice but didn't know who was speaking. I felt warm fingers touching my cheeks. I jerked up from lying position looking around. I realized that i was lying on Aarons legs.

"Omg i a so happy you wake up." Nancy pulled me into a hug sobbing. I wrapped my hand around her taking in the warmth from her body.

I pull away from her looking at her face. I know that she most be in a lot of pain finding out about simon. I know she liked him so it must hurt her to know that simon was a wicked.

I looked at everyone. Some were bloody, crying, while some just sit with a blank face. Without counting, it seems to be about twenty of us. Miss. Rule gave me a weak smile. I looked around to see Aaron staring at me. His Lips were swollen from the numerous beaten he got. It hurt to know that i was the cause of his swollen lips. If he didn't try to help me back their  he wouldn't get as much hurt as he did. I couldn't control the tears that was running down my face now. My body was weak and all i needed was for Aaron to wrap his arms around me and tell me that everything will be fine. I still couldn't accept what jock as said to me today. How could my father killed his own son. Why did he cause this to happen to the world. Aaron out stretched his  hands for me. I find myself moving fast to him. Heat runs through my body when i was engulf in his arms. I clung to him as if his was the reason i was breathing.

"Its OK, we will get out of this one day." I felt all the pain lifting from my shoulders one by one. I know he was trying to let himself believe it will be OK also, but he was trying to be strong for me. At this moment realization seep down on my body. It hit me so strong.

I love Aaron.

It was a nerve rocking feeling but at the same time i loved that i love Aaron.  When i felt his lips press to my forehead, i knew that i was happy for loving him.

Everyone started to settle down on the cold hard wall floor. They tried to bundle up their self together with the little dirty sheet that was spread on the floor. But Aaron and i separate our self from the crowd. We lie on a piece of blanket wrap up on each other trying to get each other body heat. I lightly place my hands on his swollen lips.
"I am sorry." I sobbed out.

"Ssssshh everything will be OK." He said through a sleepy voice and kisses my fingers. I closed my eyes and listen to his heart beats and his slow breathing. I could tell that he is now asleep. My body was tired and week but i couldn't close my eyes to sleep. I tried to turn my body but felt the edge of my moms diary poking my side. This was the best time for me to read it. Its better to get over all the troubles in one day. Right?

I zip down my jocket and remove the diary. It seems as if she had it a long time. The once blue diary was turning into a brown colour, but what caught my eyes was how tin it was. It seems as if the pages were torn out only leaving one single page. I hope this held all that i wanted to know and will give me closure and everything. I took a deep breath in before letting it out.

How do i start this. I don't know if you will ever get this diary, but am writing it still. First i want you to know that i love you so much. You were the only reason why i stayed with your father, because i know that you needed me. Your dad didn't care about us, he only let his experiment consumes his body. I remembered you asking me about your little brother. YES! He was the one that did it. He KILLED kyle.

I closed my eyes from reading. I cant handle knowing that he really killed my brother. Tears streamed down my face. I wanted to stop but i know that i couldn't.

I know that this will hurt you a lot, after all you don't remember anything.
As you know your father doesn't care about anything but his new invasion to change the world. So he came up with this new one which didn't go the way he planned.  Everyone who drinks the water from the pipe tap, river gets infected. I found out i had stage one of the infection. Your father was sick also. He eventually find a cure when he was about stage two. He wanted to take it for himself, i couldn't let him though. So i hide and took the only injection he made and injected you. I couldn't let another of my child die. I had to do it. So you got a high fever from it, and it caused you to sleep for one year. I think you are awake by now.

Always remember, i love you.  

Go back to our house, maybe you can find the ingredients that will help others.

I was emotionally drained. I couldn't handle it no more. I didn't know how i should feel. I was broken. I could not believe that my mom was the one that caused me to be alive now. I will not die from the disease. That's what Simon's father was saying. At the back of the diary was an envelope. I tore through it with my trembling fingers. Inside was a picture. A picture of me, my mom and a little boy. Looked to be about 5 year old. I place my trembling hands on the picture of us. We were at the park sitting on a bench smiling. A loud sob left my mouth. I stuff my fist in my mouth trying to conceal my loud crying.
I felt Aaron turning against me then his eyes pop open. He didn't say anything because he knew what was wrong. He embrace me once again in his arms and i cried until their was no more tears. I didn't know when drifted of the sleep but i did, in the one person arms that i felt save with.
One thought that sticks in my head was i have to reach home.

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This was so sad to write. I felt every pain that she felt. What kind of father is harry.

What do you feel about sara knowing about everything that happened.

Was it shocking to know that Sarah's father is the cause of the disease.

Do you think that master jock deserve to kill Sarah for what her father did to his family.

Please comment and let me know what you guys think.
I will be waiting.