chapter 26//staring at the moon

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you hanged out with Christina and Gabbie but you lost them so you went out in the backyard and sat on a rock

Y/n:"dad if your hearing this i want you to know that i love you and i wanted you to spend this special day with me...your voice starts to crack...i fucking hate the fact you died before my birthday i couldn't live without you i should just start fucking cutting again my hero is gone and that's you my angel is watching over me i have a boyfriend named Daniel i wish you can meet him I JUST FUCKING MISS YOU please come back why did you have to leave me your with mom now i have nobody. 6 years 6 FUCKING years just staring at the moon waiting to be there with you i love you to the moon and back." you said while sobbing 

corbyn:"hey hey hey it's ok"he pulled you into a hug

y/n:"i'm sorry i wish my dad could have met Daniel and all of you guys but he's gone....forever"

corbyn:"he's watching you up from heaven i'm sure he would love Daniel i can just tell he's a great guy and he never deserved to die"

y/n:"thanks corbyn i love you"

corbyn:"i love you too"

corbyn:"you coming inside"

y/n:"no i'll just stay here"

corbyn:"ok"he said while walking inside the house

you just stared at the full moon and you started to sing 

you finished and you heard clapping you turned around and it was Daniel

daniel:"wow"

y/n:"hey"

daniel:"what's wrong"

y/n:"nothing just thinking"

daniel:"tell me the real reason"

y/n:"it's my dad 6 years Daniel he never even met you"

daniel:"baby it's ok lets head inside"

you both got inside and saw a fight happening but you didn't know who it was

it was jack with someone else his gang were beating up jack and then Daniel jumped in and the rest of the boys saw it and jumped in it too fuck 

i ran into our room and locked the bathroom and tried to look for a razor i heard foots steps

daniel:"y/n OPEN THE DOOR"

you cried you didn't know if you should cut yourself or not daniel busted the door open and saw you in the corner holding the blade to your arm

daniel:"NO"he smacked the razor out of your hand and you just stayed there crying

y/n:"WHY DANIEL"

Daniel:"BECAUSE THERE IS NO REASON TO"

Y/N:"YES THERE IS I HATE NOT HAVING A FAMILY I HATE NOT HAVING A PERFECT BODY I HATE NOT HAVING A MOM AND DAD I FUCKING HAVE NOBODY THIS IS WHY I DO THINGS BECAUSE OF PEOPLE'S BULLSHIT I'M TIRED OF IT"

daniel:"you do have a family that's us and the boys and the girls you fucking have me you may not have a mom or dad but we all fucking care about you your body is perfect don't say those things"he said while kissing my head

daniel:"we will clean the mess up later let's get some sleep"

you both went to bed cuddling while the others were downstairs

corbyn's P.O.V

i heard screaming but Daniel could handle it but i didn't know who was the guy that fought jack

me:"hey jack who was that guy"

jack:"that dude name Blake bitch ass"

me:"oh"

i ran upstairs but Daniel and y/n were sleeping so i got her phone and erased blake's number and blocked him incase he tries to call y/n

NEXT MORNING

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