"After entering the company, I always had my heart set to work harder than the rest. I lack in many aspects, and doing something in this environment was awkward for me because it was different. I came this far thinking that I'm not to do better than others but to hurry and do as well as the others. But during that process I wasn't 100% diligent in working hard. There were times when I would practice and lose concentration, or times when I would think about other things. And even times when I thought about giving up. While listening to PD-nim's lecture I suddenly thought: Back then, if I had probably set a plan and then put it into action, what would it have been like."
