Be Mine Forever

Chapter 28

My heart was breaking into million pieces. It was throbbing with aches. The one I love most was the one I hate most in my life. I laughed mirthless.

He continued asking me and I let my words out of my mind. I snapped at him. I was beyond my anger that I called off the wedding and threw the ring he proposed me at him despite the fact that it was my most precious ones.

"GINA ... WHY ARE YOU CALLING OFF THE WEDDING? WHY? GIVE ME A PROPER REASON, GINA." He rose his voice and yelled at me.

"HA! A PROPER REASON? HOW DARE YOU YELL AT ME LIKE THAT, YOU JERK? LET ME GO!" I yelled back him with the same voice as him.

He didn't let me go. He even tightened his grip on my arms to avoid me running away from him.

"I won't let you go. What is your reason, love? Why are you calling off our wedding? We are in a good term, aren't we? What did I do wrong, Gina? Tell me. Don't you want me to be your husband now? We love each other so much, aren't we?" He said with a teary pleading voice.

I looked at him. He was crying right now. My heart ached seeing him like this. It made me forgive him for what he did to me in the past too. But I bit my lower lip and shook my thought.

"Don't ever forgive him. Remember how he hurt you and how you suffered, Gina" I reminded myself and repeated those words in my mind.

My lips curved up with a distaste and glared at him.

"Reasons? Fine, I will tell you"

"Please, Gina. I don't understand why you are calling the wedding off. What did I do to you?" He said while staring at my eyes.

I held his eyes. His eyes were so mesmerizing that my heart was beating widly inside me now. I wanted to slap myself. How could I feel like this after all of those matters?  I growled and cursed my heart,

"Stop beating and feeling hard for him."

I cleared my throat and faced him.

"Do you remember Chrissy?" I asked and his hands cringed a little on my arms.

"Yes, kind of. I met her when I was ten. Why? Is she the reason why you are calling off our wedding? Is she related to you?"

"So you remembered. Yes, indeed. She is related to me." I said with my eyes blazed with anger.

"I knew you are the only child in Meirs family. How could she related to you? Stop kidding me, Gina. This isn't a good thing to joke about calling off our wedding."

"Do you think I am joking right now, John? HA! I am being serious. I am calling off the wedding. I won't marry you. I won't ever do that. Why would I have to marry such a jerk like you?" I huffed with a cold glare.

"SO TELL ME THE REASON PROPERLY. WHY YOU ARE CALLING OF THE WEDDING, GINA?" He yelled with a loud frustrated voice. His eyes were furious and his face turned bright red. He was snorting at me.

"I AM TELLING YOU RIGHT NOW. Don't you remember what had happened between you and Chrissy, you bastard?" I raged.

How dare he angry at me? He had no rights for that. He had to beg me everyday for his sins. I didn't think it was enough for me to forgive him. He was the first person in my life who used my trust and betrayed me. So, how could I forgive him?

I couldn't control my anger. I really wanted to kill him now. He was eating my nerves alive. I clenched my teeth hard and clumped my fists to prevent myself from killing him. I didn't want to see him die in front of me. I am sure it will tear my heart apart. I couldn't bear to watch him dying in front of me. I loved him from my heart and my soul. He was the only one in my life that I loved from the deepest part of my heart.

His hands started to tremble while holding my arms. I observed him. His eyes were full of tears. He was controlling them not to fall down. His red face turned pale. He didn't meet my eyes. His eyes weren't stable but he stayed silent. His lips were also shaking at that moment. He was speechless and sometimes glimpsed at me.

I tried to shove his hands but I couldn't. He still didn't let me go. I am sure he was puzzling the matters in his mind right now. Many emotions were running over his face.

After a few minutes, he stared back at me. His eyes seemed hurt. He was in pain. He couldn't blink his eyes. He only watched at me with froze body. Slowly, his mouth opened. He let out his words one by one. There were hesitations in his voice. He seemed to afraid of continuing his words. Fears plastered on his face. He looked so scared. I am sure he now doubted that I was her.

"Are ... Are you ... C-Chrissy?" he stammered watching me with a teary eyes. I gave him a sly leer. He blanced suddenly.

"Don't tell that you are Chrissy, please Gina." he muttered and few drops of tear fell despite his control.

He looked so horrified to hear me saying that I am Chrissy. He was pleading me so much that I wanted to comfort him. I wanted to soothe him and hugged him tightly until his sadness and fear were gone. He looked so terrified that made my heart throbbing with aches and sores. Bit I couldn't do that. He was a satan of my life. He was my misery. I had to hate him. I knitted my brows at him and snorted.

"Indeed, you demon. I AM CHRISSY FOR GOD'S SAKE"

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