Is this love

back at it again

*Alarm going off*

Fuck you! Yous a pussy nigga anyway While ya talking about me Tell him how I rode ya face Uh memphis 10 where we get it in Money over everything Chicks be fucking just to win First 48 is the scene I can kill a bitch dreams Have you seen me in my jeans ah If that's ya nigga Tell him stay up off my ringer Bouta cock it back Watch me shoot my middle finger like

Fuck you

My phone started vibrating and I heard k.michelle playing so I knew it was time for me to get up and get ready for school.I got up and picked out my black jeggings,a black right half shirt,with my jean shirt to go on top and my timberlands. after looking over my outfit I got in the shower I always likes being in the shower it relieved my pain and I didn't have any worries. after I was done I dried and lotion my whole body, I got dressed and decided i'll just flat iron my hair. after I was done I put on my black and red OBEY hat and I was out

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Once I was at school I found tori,toya,and tia

out of all my friends I could truly say that  toya was my BESTFRIEND, we been through so much together nothing could break us apart

As we all talked over breakfast about our classes I couldn't help but notice a lot of people were staring at me, I didn't mind I mean looking as fine as I do I would stare to. After we was finish eating we all headed to our classes as I was walking some one grabbed my arm I turned to see that it was Antonio...

Me: can you let go of me please

Antonio:*lets go* I just wanted to talk to you

me: you don't have to touch me to talk to, and talk about what? I have  nothing to say to you

Antonio: I know bad but

me:don't call me bad better yet delete my number don't look at me, don't walk pass me, don't even smell my perfume

on that note I left at went to class...as I thought about it wasn't even suppose to be here because of my write up so why argue when I can just leave so that's what I did as I was walking I saw a man selling flowers they were so beautiful I walked over and smelt them I don't know why people say flowers smell so beautiful not me they just smell like dirt... they got me thinking back to my younger days when my mom was not on drugs we would go to the park and smell the flowers she told me "everybody is their own unique flower"I scratch that vision out my mind when it comes to her she more of a cactus

I decided to buy a white rose those always seem to catch my attention. As I was paying the man someone smacked my butt..

Me: "Who df?..Ohh heyy Darius how you doing?"

Darius:" Wassup ma, I'm good now that I seen you*licks lips*"

Me:" Ohh boy please*blushing* what you doing today I wanna hang wit you"

Darius: "come on then I'm going to this spot round the way to get something to eat."

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As we ate I told him bout what happen the other night.

"wowww why you didn't tell me?," he asked..  "because I didn't want anyone to know, I was scared and you know I don't like show my emotions" I told him truthfully "true, true, but you know I still got your back I'll always be there for you to have and to hold, for better,for worst,for richer, for poor".."nigga stop we ain't married"I said while laughing.. "yea not yet" he spoke

we laughed and played around in the restaurant until it was time for me to go home he walked me home and I gave him a kiss on the cheek I really liked Darius he has been my crush for so long why not. As I walked in the house I saw my mom sitting up watching t.v "Hey mom" I spoke , she mean mugged  "if you think I'm going up to that school to get you back in you got another thang coming" she spat at me "you don't have to I'll find someone to do it maybe if you spent more time with me then that bottle of rum *I pointed to on the table* then I wouldn't have to act out in school and maybe have respect for people" I yelled back she closed her eyes and put her head down I went upstairs to my room and slammed the door shut I later in bet crying saying to myself u want my old mom back I cried myself to sleep on that note..nothing is the same..

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