waking up without a memory

chapter 23 (it can get a bit steamy)

We walked away from Simons, stupid friends. I didn't know why their brain was so perverted. My eyes started to look around in search of Aaron. Something inside of me wanted him to see me. Stupid, right.

"Such nice friends you have." I said with sarcasm. Simon looked down to me and bring my body close to him.
"Don't mind them Sarah they can be asses sometimes." I rolled my eyes at him. I didn't really care about what they were saying. I was just embarrass of them talking about simon and me in a intimate way.

"Simon!" I heard nancy, screaming simon name, and engulf him in a tight hug. "Mhmmm, you smell masculine. I like it." I started to crack up with laugh at what she said.

"I thinks she likes you." I whispered in Simons ears. Watching nancy as she snuggles up into the hug.

"You think so?" He asked, pulling her from around his torso.

"Hey, quit talking and lets get something to eat." Nancy said pouting. We went to a man called Riley, who was serving something like soup and stale bread. We find a spot to sit and eat. I block out nancy chatting off Simons ears and look around seeing if i could see Aaron in the crowd.

"Are you even listening to me guys." Nancy claps her hand looking at simon and I. We only nod our head, bout exhausted by her mouth.

"Am going to... Awwww..... Get something to drink. I will be back." I said getting up. I had to find a excuse to move away from nancy. She is really nice but when she's ready to chat. Its a no, no for me.

"I hate you Sarah." Simons says knowing that i only brought up a excuse just to get away.

"I love you too." I said grinning. "Hey nancy, take good care of simon for me." I turned around and walk away. Not hearing her mouth again makes me happy. My feet's started to take me to one place that i feel free. I just wanted some silence. The talking, laughing and music was getting to my head.

When i reached, i took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I wish if Aaron could notice that i really liked him. I know that we didn't start off on the right place, but we are still good together. He understands me even more than simon.

"Uggggggh.. Gosh i hate Aaron!" I shouted out in the dark.

"Why do you hate him?"

"Because..... Because." I paused and turn around only to see Aaron standing couple feet away from me. I cant believe i just said that out loud, and he was right behind. Way to go Sarah. My body froze when i realize that he was walking over to me. He was so close now to me. If i took a step our chest would be touching.

"You look good." He said in a husky voice, sending shiver down my spine.

"Why are you here?" I asked, acting as if i wasn't affected by his voice.

"Saw you walking down here, so i followed you.  I Just want to talk Sarah." He said running his hand through his hair.

"Why don't you talk with your girlfriend." I barked, walking off. He grabbed my hand and spun me around.

"Why do you always have to bring her up every time i try to have a conversation with you." I didn't know what to say at this point. How could i say, hey am jealous that your with Clara, and not me. I would only look desperate. 

"Don't try to spin this around all on me. You- you are an asshole. You act all nice to me as if you like me, then you turn around hurting me with your words. I said jabbing my fingers at his chest.

"Sarah the only reason i got involve with Clara was to get you mad." He rushed out. I froze when i heard him saying that. I didn't know what to say. I just stared at him with a blank face. So he doesn't like Clara. Oh yes yes yes.

"It doesn't matter because you are together now." I spat, looking on him with disgust that he would do such a thing to what? Get me jealous.

"No we are not, well yes we are together, but...."  He shouted, rubbing his face in annoyance. 

"But what?" I screamed at him.

"Listen Sarah, i know that i can be stupid sometimes to you, and say something's that i regret after but am... ... Am sorry OK. You didn't want to talk to me when i needed you after we just came here, but you shut me out. Every time i try to reach out to you, you push me away. Am not the only bad apple here." He said taking a step towards me. "your always with that fucking simon guy. so what did you expect me to do, stand back and watch you with him when i could do the same thing." I was surprised by his words. How could he say that after he was the one that cause this whole situation. Anger boils in me thinking about how he assume thing with simon and I.

"How could you be so selfish. You expected me to welcome you with open arms after you treated me in such way. You don't even have the right to jump to conclusion about simon and I. Your one sick bastard ." I pushed him in his chest over and over. Everything is moving so fast and i couldn't wrap my head around it. My emotion was running wild.

"You know what i want you to do?" He said grabbing my hands and placing it to his chest. I could feel his hard chest under my hand and the beating of his heart, but i tried to block it out and focus on the matter before me.

"What?" My voice squeak out.

"This." He breathed out. Aaron pulled me to his firm chest and smash his lips to mine. I froze feeling him pulling me closer.  I tried to push him away with my hands, but he wouldn't budge. His lips were  so soft as they brush against mine. I couldn't resist no more but to fall into his kisses. Fire explodes all over my body when i really see that Aaron and i was kissing. I closed my eyes and wrap my hands around his neck, trying to feel every part off him. He licks his tongue over my lips asking for access. I trembled in his hand just by his action. I opened my mouth and i felt his tongue slips in mine. Kissing him was everything i had imagine. I gripped into his hair tugging it, then a growl left his mouth. The sound of his voice sends some strange sensation through out my body making my legs feel weak. His hands roamed down to my waist, squeezing it. Then he took me off the ground. I wrapped my legs around his waist, holding on to him tight. He pulled away from my lips and i felt his hot breath moving towards my neck. A weird sound left my mouth when he sucks at a sensitive part of my neck. I was no longer cold because my body was on fire. His hand slides up my thighs, and i close my eyes when i felt a pleasurable feeling in between my legs.
"I have wanted to do this so long." He breaks the kiss to whisper in my ears. Right at that moment a light switch pops in my head. What the hell were you thinking Sarah. How could i be kissing him and loving it also.

"Aaron stop!." My voice came out hoarse, and i find my hand slapping him across his face.

"He pulled away from my ears and looked at me, with lust,and surprise  written all over his face.

"What?" He asked confuse, putting me back down to stand on my feet.

"Don't you dare do that again. You are one sick person, how could you play with someone feeling in this way. Do you think this is a game, well am not playing. You think that i would let you do whatever you want with me. I might lost my memory but am not an idiot. You kiss me now, then what next? Your going to go back to your precious girlfriend. I don't want you playing with my heart Aaron." When i was finish talking i was out of breath. I tried to keep in my tears but i was too weak.

"I didn't kiss you because i think its a game or for fun. I did it because i really li......" I cut him off before he could finish.

"Stop fucking talking. I don't want to hear it." My voice trembled as i talked. I turned around leaving before he could say something else. I hate that my ankle was making me walk slow and i hate that i loved the way how he kissed me.

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So guys what do you think. This chapter was so hard to write. Especially to the end.

So Aaron and Sarah finally got a steamy make out.  Comment what you think about it.

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