Welcome To my Life

Chapter 11

There will be cutting and suicide attempt in this chapter. You have been warred.

We were watching a horror movie and we hear the front door slam shut and we all jump. We looked at each other and I get up and creep down to see who was down there. I see the light to the back living room on so I walk back there and peck around the corner. That's where I see my brother Logan with a girl.

"Really!" I yell walking in there. Logan and thee girl both look up and the girl looks shocked. "This what time you come home and you come home with a girl?!" I say with my hands on my hips looking at them. Logan rolls his eyes.

"Sorry I didn't know you were your my mom Scar." He say.

"What about Stella? Huh what will she think about this? Don't you think your soon to be wife would like to know whats going on?" I say knowing the girls are behind the wall and listen. Stella will go alone. The girls eyes went big so did Logans. Than Stella comes out.

"Logan? Really? After everything, we been though. We were getting married with a child on the way." She says and starts to cry. The girl gets up and runs out of the house and Stella stops and we all look at Logan and looks back at us. He just shakes his head and starts to laugh. That makes all us laugh with him.

"That was so good Stella. And that's for saving me from that girl." He says.

"What are sisters for?" He pats my head and goes up to his room. I look at the girls and we make our way back up to my room to finish our movie. We all comfy in be and push play and finish the movie but we all fall asleep before we finish it.

The next morning was going good till there was a knock at the door. Logan told me to go get it so I did and guess who was at the door. Yup it was Dom. How the hell did he find my house. I hurry to slam the door shut.

"LOGAN!' I yell and and comes running to the door.

"What is wrong?"

"Dom hes at the door." He nods and walks out the door. I go back up to my room. The girls left this morning to go do something for the party and I didn't want to go. Logan comes back in and comes up to my room.

"He wont become back here ever again." Then I look at his hands and see that they look bloody.

"Did you punch him?" I ask even though I know he did. He nods and I pull him to my bathroom and clean his hands. He thanks me and walk out. I sit on my bed and grab my laptop. I get on twitter and look at what everyone is posting about. It looks like the guy I think im in love with has a girlfriend. There pictures all over twitter of the two holding hands and hugging but nothing on his account.

I close my laptop and lay on my back. I look u at my ceiling and sigh. What is my life anymore? Im just some depressed girl who doesn't want to be here but puts on a fake smile so no one know. I used to be happy and outgoing but now. I just want to die most of the time. I get up off my bed and walk to my bathroom. I look through my makeup bag looking for my old best friend. I find it at the bottom of the bag and pull it out. I look at it for a second than without thinking pull up my sleeve and one, two, three, four, five cuts on my arm. I watch the blood drip down. I clean my arm off and wrap it. I put the blade back in the makeup bag. I turn to my bathtub and turn it on. I let it fill up as I strip from my clothes. I slide in to the tub and just let the hot water cover my body. Maybe I wasn't meant to be here. No one would miss me. I close my eyes and let my whole body sink in to the tub.

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